UPDATE!!!

Dear blog,

Sorry for abandoning you for so long.. I know u're jealous that i'm paying more attention to Facebook.. but no offence, FB is much more fun than the boring you.. Anyway, i'm typing randomly to clear the dust that is getting thicker and thicker.. Aah, time is running fast.. One more month and i can wave a big goodbye to the stupid education system... i'll just aim and grab a coupke of A's and sayonara, i'll be leaving for good.. Happy?/ U bet i am. FAcebook's magnetic force is pulling me back there.. Bye blog.

Thats Why You Go(Away I Know)-Michael Learns To Rock

Baby won't you tell me why,
there is sadness in your eyes,
I don't wanna say goodbye to you.

Love is one big illusion,
I should try to forget,
but there is something left in my head.

You're the one who set it up,
now you're the one to make it stop,
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now.

Now you want me to forget,
every little thing you said,
but there is something left in my head.

Chorus:I won't forget the way you're kissing,
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long,
But I'm not the man your heart is missing,
That's why you go, away, I know..

You were never satisfied,
no matter how I tried,
Now you wanna say goodbye to me.

Love is one big illusion,
I should try to forget,
but there is something left in my head

Chorus:I won't forget the way you're kissing,
The feeling's so strong were lastingh for so long,
but I'm not the man, your heart is missing,
Thats why you go, away, I know..

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere,
Don't know which way to go,
There ain't so much to say now between us,
There ain't so much for you,
There ain't so much for me anymore

AHH!!

This song from Rod Stewart keeps ringing in my head!!!!





I would have given you all of my heart
But theres someone whos torn it apart
And shes taken just all that I had
But if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again

but I knowThe first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
And Im sure going to give you a try
And if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again

but I knowThe first cut is the deepes
tBaby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
But Im sure gonna give you a try
cause if you want Ill try to love again

Baby Ill try to love again
but I knowThe first cut is the deepes
tBaby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

A View From The Driver's Sit

Woo~ I can now drive alone!! Mum and Dad gave me the green light!! Its so cooool driving around Sandakan in my dad's Mini Hummer and my mum's Malay Styled Kembara..XD.. I only have one weakness.. EVERYTIME I STOP, I KEEP FORGETTING TO PUT MY CAR INTO FISRT GEAR!!! Haha.. Stupid mistake.. Yea, i'm driving a manual car unlike some friends of mine who doesnt have the guts..XD.. To dear Seck, I just feel so sorry for u.. The juniors are just overtaking u in everything.. BB rank, Car license, Studies,....hahaha..

I guess i'll stop here before The Potato kills me with his starch.. HAhAHAHAHAHAHaha

See ya'

F.U.C.K a.ka. Frienship U Cant Keep

This post will be tribute to my fren..

I'm seriously hurt by ur attitude.. I'm trying to help u but u're nt willing to listen.. I'm not trying to blame u watsoever.. You ask me to ignore u.. I also tried ignoring u.. But i cant.. I cant just simply forget all the memories we had together bonded by something called friendship.. Can u? I don know if this affects u or not but it seriously affects me.. Everytime we quarrel, i cried.. I wept.. I'm taking our friendship seriously. Everytime there's a quarrel, i try my best to reconcile no matter who's fault it is.. i tried apologising eventhough its not my fault.. Anyway, if u choose to forget me, i can do nothing against it. Just remember deep inside the fun moments we had together. Take care and God bless..

Ps: I wanted to upload a pic of us but sadly, we never took one together..

The End

Bla bla bla

in a very bad mood now...

it has been awhile..

After 3 months of pure torture, my laptop is back to normal. Plus, my msn can sign in!! this means more losing in msn games frm steffi.. wow, the last time we played those msn games were 2 years ago.. Time flies.. SPM coming and i'm still failing half of my subjects... Cason, Cason.. Kamu ni, isnin ada accounts masih online.. Crap, my innerself is complaining. Gotta study now.. See ya' XD