The life of a blogger

2011-07-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz, From the airport, I went to Elaine's to get my mattresses and pillows. When i opened the door and see how empty the house is, terus emo this >< Juz awhile ago we were all sitting together making fun of Valerie's name and Keith's diva-ness. Now its so empty. Juz last night, we were all eating ice cream floats watching keith getting high. Now its empty. Juz a few nights back, at the very same spot, we were all having satays and trying to kill ourselves with big mayonaise-filled burgers (no more mayo in my throat). And now its just so empty. Went up to get the mattresses, buka pintu, all i see was emptiness. No keith diva-ing in the toilet. No charlene stalking ppl on fb, no belle drying her hair, no valerie to make fun of, and no elaine still sleeping like a zhupo. Driving back home alone from the airport, i felt kinda empty. No one else in the car karaoke-ing. No one in the car getting annoyed over my metal songs, no one else singing I dont wanna close my eyes with that high unusual horny pitch at the end of several sentences. This one week with u guys was a blessing and i will miss every moment of it. I dont think i can continue la, later I cry..XD Anyways, all i wanna say now is UPLOAD THE BLOODY PICTURES AND VIDEOS ASAP!!!!! How Original~ Flash Ur Titties~!!! And yea, HEY VALERIEEEEEEE~!!!!! Till we meet again :D

Kaisunchin

GOOD BYE BLOGGER!!!

2011-02-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!!! I'VE STOPPED USING THIS BLOG EDI. MOVED TO TUMBLR.COM WHICH IS MUCH MORE CONVENIENT AND AWESOME! haha,for die hard fans of mine(EUNICE AND JOANNE), get my tumblr address from me via fb =P

CHIAUZ~

Me wan eat lollipop!

2010-12-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

Me is so boling now. so me just play play with broken ingelis to spais things up. Exam two more days lur!! Sure GG.com liao! Lol, what the heck was i thinking!=.= Super jiwang these few days. I dont know why but there's just this sense of emptiness in me. I told a friend about this and his advice was 'Get a hole!' =.= To be frank, i am not that ready for a relationship yet. Comeon, look at me man. I can barely take care of myself, whatmore a gf. I dont wanna end up messing things up and settle things using Alviss Kong's method =P (Alviss Kong's this dude who committed suicide because of love) Ps: He landed hard on a car and i sincerely pity the car owner and hope he can sort things out with his insurance company.

Anyways, my faithful and companion who accompanied me berjiwang these few days have been books........HAHA, HECK NO!!! Its my dear April (guitar). I dont think i can live a day without jamming with her man! Just today i spent more than 3 hours jamming Oasis songs and now my fingers' skin are kinda peeled.

Post is getting lame and i seriously do not know why lollipops have to be this post's title. I guess i just like to be random sometimes D:

Dream on

2010-12-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

Kinda moody these few days. I just cant seem to concentrate in class. While in class, my mind will be drifted off to somewhere far. Most of the time, i'ld imagine myself being in a rock concert listening to the heavy distortion and powerful riffs while chanting along with the crowd. Sometimes, i also picture myself being in a rockband. What does it feels like to be in a famous rock band on a tour? Questions without answers. I hate them! =.=

DECEMBER!!!

2010-12-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Deck the halls with lots of books~ I'm still trying hard to juggle between concentrating on my studies and enjoying the Christmas atmosphere. Its hard not to slack when u have tat holiday bug in you. Anyways, had a mini birthday celebration in E city for Brendan. He's 18 and now legal. Aww, * a tear rolls down the cheek*..XD Although i have known Brendan less than a year but to me, he's one of my closest buddies. Traditionally, we played DoTA and then Killing Floor. Tomorrow will be Charlene's birthday, Crystal's on the 4yh and on the 5th, Elaine's. You sure you guys were not side by side in the hospital's infant room? XD

Back to School

2010-11-29T10:45:00.002+08:00

The title says it all. Hols came to an end and i'm now stuck in school with a very boring schedule. The class was pretty much empty today and most of my close friends did not come to school. I'm having free period now and seriously, i just cant bring myself to sit quietly in the library and study diligently. I guess the holiday spirit is still lingering around. Seriously, this year's the first time i'm having lessons in school in December and i can tell you it stinks. i mean, CHRISTMAS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!! being in KK prior to christmas means i have to miss the carolings, the visitations and most important, X-WAVE!!! There hasnt been an X-WAVE in like two years and now i have to miss it =.= (X-WAVE is a christian youth concert organised by my church).

Anyways, on the positive side, i found John Grisham's The Last Juror in the library!! and i was thinking of buying tat book =.= too bad King of Torts is not around. Ah, super sleepy now!!!

and so the bugger starts blogging again

2010-11-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

watsup people. havent been blogging for a long long time. Been busy lately dealing with my exams (KONONNYA!!!) Ayways, exam's over for the time being. I'm currently in Sandakan and will be leaving soon back to KK to spend the rest of my holidays. Been listening to Serets by One Republic. I'm not really an alternative rock person but i guess this song is an exception as it is coherent to what i am facing now.. lots of secrets inside me to the extend i will burst if i do not tell anyone. Luckily, i do have close friends around me to share my pain and burden. Thanks Kwan, Alex and Alvin!! Seriously miss Kwan and Alex. havent seen them for more than a week.. Anyways, its super late now and i must get some rest. will try to update this blog more frequently

UPDATE

2010-09-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

Wow, I cant believe i still remember I own a blog. D: Anyways, what shall i blog about? hmm, there's just so much recent happenings to talk about.. Politics, Holidays, Friendships, Studies...

Politics:

Well, before this, i was kinda keen in getting myself involved and updated with local political news. However, as time passes by, i start to get sick.. seriously sick with the way things are being handled. Sick of the way things are being kept silent. So i told myself not to get involve anymore. Instead, I shall study hard and get the heck out of this country. Recent racist remarks from 'educated' people asking Chinese to go back to China gives me this further confirmation that staying behind is pointless. Well racists, listen up. I did not choose to be born in this country. Dont worry, i'll leave. Very soon. Nah!! (by the way, if i get held up on ISA for this, it will prove how sick the system is in my country).

Friends:

Well, i had a quarrel with a friend and now i ended our friendship. I dont think i'll say sorry whatsoever eventhough i might be a little bit wrong myself. I'm just sick and tired of his childish acts. Yea Major, its you i'm talking about. Be glad that i actually dedicated a small fraction of my post for you. Ah, lets not waste time on this barking imbecile. Next issue, STUDIES..

STUDIES:

Well, i have to admit that I kinda regret taking the A-Level course. I should have gone straight for my Law foundation. However, since i'm already in it for almost a year, i shall have to go with the flow.

Law is actually my favourite subject (OBVIOUSLY). And i spend most of my time on law. Well, I think i can get an A for law provided i continue with this pace and have enough time to write out everything in one and a half hour :-S Well, handwriting is NOT an issue here..XD

Business Studies is quite interesting. It looks easy but it can actually be a pain in the arse if you cant remember the formulas or definitions. Well, basically my study technique for business is, LAST MINUTE REVISIONS. well, it doesnt help much and most of the time, common sense and my faint memories of previous lessons save the day. Well, since my trials is coming, i'm concentrating more on pass year questions..

Economics...To describe economics, one must first understand the definition of crap. One must further look into the meanings of 'it sucks' and 'boring'... If u're guessing i hate econs, way to go, Captain Obvious.. == To me, economics sucks.. Well, i can still pass it but seriously, i just don find the willingness in me to really sit down and analyze economic questions. This is the only subject i go for tuition. And to be frank, tuition sucks with the teacher keep gossiping and asking about recent happenings in school. Not to forget the expensive price we have to pay.. But, i have to admit that its helping me. I mean, thats the ONLY time i revise my economics. Yeap, i study econs once a week. u got a problem with that?..XD

Well, i think i'll end here since my post is getting longer and lamer. Its the Raya holidays tomorrow and pheww, i really need this break.

So long,

chiauzz~

FB addiction?

2010-08-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps, I have just deactivated my facebook and i think it will remain deactivated until after my As-Level Exams..(hopefully). Anyone looking for me can just gimme a call/sms/e-mail/IM/twit.. :)

Birthdays!!

2010-07-17T23:39:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for ages.. Kinda busy and yea, lazy.. anyways, i added some song tracks to my blog to add to the kick. Well, today's bernice's birthday and we had a small cool celebration for her. We had Korean BBQ for dinner which seriously burnt a very big hole in my wallet. But since its a good friend's birthday, its worth it :) After the dinner, we fooled around and planned to go to the Observatory to surprise her with cupcakes. The plan kinda spoiled due to miscommunications and the 4 car drivers ended up in different locations. Anyway, the day was saved as we finally surprised her in Suria's carpark. Yea, no kidding, CARPARK..XD It was almost 11pm and the carpark was quite empty and yet we're there singing birthday songs.. We even asked the guard to take pics of us :)

The party continued in Suria's arcade where Tey and I were killing zombies and playing air hockey. After the game, we headed for our movie Inception which started at around 11.50pm and ended around 2.15am.. The movie was kinda complicated and it took me awhile to understand the whole story. One thing i like about the movie was its suspense techniques. I rate it a 7/10..

Well, kinda sleepy now but its 10 minutes to 12am and i really wanna wish satya a happy birthday. well, i sent him a sms earlier on but since he's 18 soon, i shall call him and maybe make some obscene sounds? :P

Anyways, the post's getting lamer by the minute and i'm kinda hungry right now. Off to the kitchen!!

ChiauZ~

Update

2010-07-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Well, progress test's over. the next exam will be my trail exam in two months time and after tat will be my external exam.. Anyway, i'm kinda stressed out by my 'so-not-diciplined' study.. And sometimes, i just let my emotions control me and often, i do not have the mood to study.. Well, people say life's a bitch. I do agree to an extend but then i realize that no matter how bitchy life is, its up to you whether or not you want a change. And if u really do, strive hard for it..

Currently, i'm lacking of motivation. There's nothing pushing me to study hard. But again, looking back, i see how my parents work hard to earn money for me to 'waste'.. And the way they could study while working really made me realize how fortunate and spoiled i am.

Anyways, i was involved with the Seri Mengasih's Food Bazaar yesterday. Was manning the ice cream stall with collin, vic and gordon while evon, elaine, fiona and jeremiah manned the pearl tea stall.. Overall, it was kinda okay and i get to meet some classmates as well as friends from sandakan. yea, of all places..zz

An incident that took place during the bazaar really caught my attention. There's this young autistic child who came up to our stall and ordered a 3 scoop ice cream and left without paying.. Colin was dumbfounded and i was laughing at the whole situation Then, as i see him walking away licking his ice cream, the upper layer of his ice cream fell on the floor. And guess wat, he walked back to colin and asked for a refill.. Colin ignored him as there were lots of customers tat time. Then, the boy just walked away with his cone..

I duno why but i just felt bad tat at tat moment, why didnt i go and refill his ice cream.. Am i discriminating these autistic children? Well, i know myself and the answer is no, i dont discriminate. its just tat i'm so into my comfort zone tat i fail to feel the pain felt by these people and their families.

Speaking of families, i'm kinda emo now.. really miss my brother lots!! Tho we always fight and quarrel, i don think there's anyone else who can replace him. i remembered how i cry when i wanted a sister but i got a brother. But now, i really thank God for this brother of mine. Crap, tears coming down!! TT

Ah, gonna sleep soon. School's starting tomorrow.

CiauzZ~!!

PROGRESS TEST

2010-06-25T17:03:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update now to clear the piling virtual dust in my blog.. And now the time has come.. One more week and progress test is up.. Good luck people, u all nid it ;)

Well, not exactly exam but still, it shucks..TT

I Dunno bout u but i feel stressed if i see my peers study hard.

I have to seriously start pulling up my socks and be a nerd.. No facebook, no tv(except football), no pool(badminton can la), no smsing, no Plants vs Zombie :(

Tho it will be tough, i know its worth it. I just don wanna end up all blank during the test.. Thank God Moral' not included this time.

Till then~

ChiauzZ~!!!

Prom!!

2010-06-18T19:39:00.014+08:00

Owh, so its prom tomorrow eh? Well, The theme this year is Moonlight Masquerade. And if u wonder wats a masquerade, here's a sample:

Well, a masquerade is some sort of a mask and yea, it reminds me of The Phantom of the Opera

Spooky eh? Boo~ XD..

Sorry for the underlined words.. I have no idea why its there and i cant get rid of it...Anyway, i know i'ld definitely look like an idiot wearing a masquerade so i browsedthrough the net trying to look for some substitutions and bingo, here they are..XD

A flu mask with a smile on it :)

Pros: Cheap and easy to get

Cons: I'ld look like i escaped from the asylum.. (BRENDAN promised to accompany me if i wear it tho..XD)

Next Up, Something to remind u of ur childhood

Power Rangers Mask

Pros: Cheap, cool

Cons: Bouncers will definitely kick u out..XD (this idea was supported by DILLEN and MAJOR)

3rd substitute, Something kinky and Modern

IronMan Mask

Pros: Super Cool, EPIC!!!

Cons: My body size is more of War Machine. Plus, i wont want villians to come attacking me after prom ;)

Anyway, the last substitute:

GAS MASK??? LOL!! XD I MUST BE DRUNK...

Pros: Sepa kentut aku teda rasa

Cons: Difficulty eating throughout the night :(

CONCLUSION: Ah, after much considering, i choose to

BE MYSELF!!!

Yup, i'll be mask-less for all that i care. Why cover my face if i have a hot face to show the ladies? Punyalah perasan..XD

Anyways, gotta go now and continue my FIFA frenzy. Currently, Germany's under the mercy of Serbia..zzz

ChiauzZ~

I am FINE-D

2010-06-08T18:03:00.003+08:00

Yea, i'm fined as in kena saman...zz Wat happened was school ended early because of the educational fair. So i went to Metro with Jason to play pool. And as usual, Damai was overcrowded with cars. I saw an empty space so i just parked there. Well, i know its not a designated parking space but i parked there many times before without any incident.. And today, i got back to my car to find that i was fined for RM30.. Yea, just when i am financially crippled...zzzz How i wish i had sent my car for a wash and let them park my car for only half the fined amount... Ah, lesson learned: 1)Dont go to Damai in the afternoon on weekends. 2) Lookout for any government cars who park at non-parking spaces and make a fuss outta it ;) 3) Its better to stay home and study than to go out for pool (i'm saying this with DOUBT..XD)

I'm starting to write crap.. Ah, i have to manage my time and money wisely or else i'll end up begging around Damai and Foh Sang with a newspaper article.. =S Sumo and her friend are coming over to kk tomorrow. I shall try and be a good host despite all these crap..And did i mention that i sprained my knee? Aargh!!!

Anyways, gotta go study edi.. Its 7pm..

Chiauz~!!

Metallica - Nothing Else Matters (Live)

2010-06-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

TT

2010-06-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

My friend just told me the thing i dreaded the most.. Should i wait or should i just move on? Decisions....

L4D2 fever..

2010-05-26T11:35:00.009+08:00

I'm seriously addicted to Left 4 Dead 2 and i have a bunch of quite pro friends playing it and we enjoy being in a team busting zombie heads off their bodies..XD

L4D2 the ultimate zombie shooting game^^

The Cast from L to R= Nick (brendan), Rochelle (Major), Coach (me), Ellis (dillen)
And yea, we always play with our own respective characters..XD

L4D2 is so much fun compared to L4D.. New weapons (i love the chainsaw & magnum), new infected, new characters, and yea, BETTER GRAPHICS!!

The Infected LtoR= Charger(new), Hunter, Spitter(new), Jockey(new), Tank, Witch, Boomer, Smoker.

The Tank ( we all hate this.. especially when more than one come at the same time..zz)

Anyway, I'm like so dying for The Passing map to come out.. Well, its already out but as usual, its not in Sabah yet for the time being!! zzz~

Thumbs up for L4D2!!

Chiauz~

The return of the notorious blogger!

2010-05-19T16:35:00.003+08:00

It finally hit me to start blogging again.. It has been ages since i last signed in my blog. Anyway, ad been caught up with new exciting activities on fb. Hotel City is awesome, MouseHunt is still my addiction ( i got major and kerk addicted..XD) and i'm reactivating my Farmtown. Gosh, i'm such a fb addict..XD School has been sucky this few days.. Its just so so boring.. I hate my time table.. It maximizes the time i spend in school.. And there're just too many free periods in between lessons.. Well, its not like i'm gonna study during my free periods anyway.. It just gets so boring.. and i kinda envy BELINDA ANN TOO YUN MAY who is currently having so much fun HOLIDAYING in Ipoh.. I just cant wait to get back to Sdk and hang out with the gang!!

And i realised something important today.. NEVER place your trust in someone you're not so close with. Especially new friends u only know for a few months.. They can turn their backs on u anytime and yea, it sucks..

I'm trying to concentrate hard on my studies which is super hard with the busy schedule i have now giving me constant headaches and sleepiness. Jason's going to Miri tomorrow for Shell scholarship interview for two days and i will definitely miss him around (we're both so broke now because of extreme pooling)..

I dont think i have anything much to say now.. Kinda sleepy tho.. Econs tuition at 5.40pm later.. Aargh!! I hate this hectic life. I nid a pitstop!!!

gtg now,

Chiauz~!!

Long time no update~

2010-05-14T10:40:00.001+08:00

To clear the dust, ah, later lah when i get back home.. In IT lab now sending a mail to my dad.. Its val's birthday and everyone else is preparing to surprise her without her knowing..;) Hope she only sees this after the surprise...XD

Gotta go and distract her now~

Chiauz~!!

Broke

2010-05-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

Yes, i am broke.. A few bucks left in my wallet only and my gas tank is almost empty.. Tough month ahead... I shall have to reduce my food intake.. Like my father said, the end product is shit.. so wat's the point of eating so expensive food? the shit wont smell nicer oso..XD another thing i must do this month is to cut down on fuel consumption.. Less speeding, less or better still, NO AIRCON, less stepping on acceleration, less sending ppl home..

I hate sem 2 time table.. It really spoilt my day.. I'm kinda moody right now so,

ChiauzZ~

BAck in KK

2010-05-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

Woah~ Time flies..Especially happy times.. Didnt blog for so long as i was kinda busy the whole week in Sandakan. The people i meet in Sandakan almost everyday besides my family are Jonathan, Cheong Chun Vui, , Lu Fei Fei, Carmen Ho, Natasha Yuen and Trini Kwok (definitely not Victor =P) Really had fun with the Dotas during Operation Mobilization and i seriously miss them all! Anyways, i shall be back soon and hopefully they will listen to Auntie Eyen and be good D.O.T.A.s..XD

Visited my former school and trust me, Ganesan is so much slimmer...XD Lol, the school changed alot man.. But one thing remains.. LICIN OI!!! is still there... Btw, he still owes me RM5 for the photo taking...

Well, i'm now back in KK.. Books pun all dusty edi..XD Cant wait to meet up with the gang in school again tomorrow!!

gtg now,

ChiauzZ~

I'm Back!

2010-04-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hola Sandakan people!! I'm back in Sandakan from 24/04 to 02/05!! Cant wait to meet the Dotas tomorrow!! XD Well, i just had a very scrumptious dinner in Yum Yum and ofcourse, SEAFOOD!!! I miss Sandakan's seafood like crazy.. Aahh, tomorrow i shall feast on dim sums and grow fatter!! xoxoxo Sigh, my friends in KK are going to Manukan.. Enjoy urselves and safe trip ah!!!

ChiauzZ~!

What happened on the 17th of April

2010-04-19T16:19:00.007+08:00

Hah, i can finally sit down and blog.. Law's over and i dont feel like talking about it anymore.. Anyway, the issue is about what happened last Saturday which was my birthday, and keith's too!!

Well, the day started with me eating maggi while on Skype with Seck around 12am. Then, i went to sleep. I woke up and went for my Malaysia Studies exams. Ah, enough of exams, after that, Keith, Belle, Jamie, Major, Bren, Michelle, Elaine, Charlene and me went to 1Borneo to celebrate as if our exams are over..XD

First, we had lunch in pizza hut. While the gang were in pizza hut. I went to M Donalds to skype with Jonathan, Eyen, Joshua, Zeon, Jessie and Natasha. They planned a surprise for me.. While chatting with them online, they brought out a cake with candles and ask me to blow it. I was so surprised and yea, i was blowing my laptop screen like an idiot..XD They even asked me to 'cut' the cake.. so i was pretending to cut the cake and i look so stupid doing all that in public.. Owh, comeon, how many times do u turn 18? Below are some pics i took of them in Skype.

sumo trying to make me jealous by eating the cake.

sumo cutting the cake Japanese style with an elmo shirt (very cute la ur shirt)
Group pic: standing L to R: Joshua, Zeon, Jonathan

sitting/kneeling L to R: Jessie, Sumo, Eyen
They asked me to blow the candles....zzz

Okay, i was seriously touched at tat point.. They still remember me and had the heart to celebrate my birthday with me despite the fact that we're over 300kms apart. Well, i was about to rejoin my friends for lunch but jonathan asked me to wait saying that there's someone special wanting to meet me. I didnt believe him until suddenly Crystal, Ah Miao and Fiona popped out with a cake singing Happy Birthday! Gosh, at that point i really wanted to cry edi but i tahan coz 18 wor, adult edi :p Well, after some photo takings, i rejoined my gang for lunch.

After lunch, my friends suddenly took out two cakes for keith and i with burning candles on it.. I was so so so surprise because i didnt realised that they hid the cakes there.. I have no idea how they lighted the candle without me noticing... Well, they sang Happy birthday again and when we clapped our hands, my goodness, strangers from other tables ikut clap... Lol, so funny..XD Well, before i could even taste my cake, MICHELLE LAM started doing graffiti on my face with the chocolate cream on the cake.. haiz, since i'm so kind, forgive her la :p

After all the crazy things we did in Pizza hut, we continued our craziness in K-Box.. Gosh, we were there screaming and dancing our heads off..XD I cant believe i sang poker face and also some gay songs from Westlife.. It was fun tho :) After that, we went to watch Kick-Ass!! Val, Kerk and Tey joined us after mooting. Before the movie started, Jamie suddenly came with a presents for me and keith. Gosh, i will die of a heart attack if there's anymore surprises! XD The movie was awesome and i still think the little girl who played Mindy is so so cute and adorable!!! Well, the movie was kinda bloody with body parts flying around and crazy weapons but seriously, its so so so funny!! And bren's laughter adds to the fun..XD After the movie, we camwhored abit then went home.

Once i reached home, i had a quick shower and went out for dinner with my auntie and uncle. After dinner, went to youth.. hah, i was seriously tired when i got back. This is the first time i shared a birthday with someone and trust me, its much more fun! I think this is the best birthday i ever had!!

Well, i think i bragged too much abt my bday but comeon, i'm 18!!! XD

Gtg,

ChiauzZ~

Happy Birthday to me!!

2010-04-16T19:31:00.002+08:00

Well, I cant believe i'll be 18 tomorrow!! Sigh, starting tomorrow, i can no longer depend on the Juvenile Court if i screw up..XD Well, its my 2nd year celebrating my birthday in KK.. last year was with the Sindex group where we gang-banged each other till 1 am in Marina Court..:DD I miss those times.. Well, tomorrow i shall celebrate my birthday with Keith! He's the first person i know to share the same birthday with me :) And one thing cool about this year, i shall be hanging out with a gang of people whom i never celebrated my birthday with. Isnt it just awesome? :) I'm ending every sentence now with a smile coz i'm so darn excited despite the fact that MS exam is tomorrow and i havent even start studying for it.

Well, there's this kononnya someone special from Sandakan who is gonna meet me up in 1Borneo tomorrow and i dont even know who is that.. They're all trying to put me in a blind date.. Hmm, I really wonder who it might be... My guess is Jessie but she denied.. So i shall wait for time to reveal the answers...

She called me to wish me happy birthday!!! Gosh, it was the best thing ever!!!!

I gotta bounce off and start studying for my MS!!!

ChiauzZ~!!

Quick updare

2010-04-15T15:50:00.003+08:00

I shall make this quick.. Celebrated Michelle's birthday, created Milaine, annoyed some people, had fun running around the school.. I feel like i'm still in high school!!! I SHALL RETURN TO SDK NEXT WEEK!!!!

Please Forgive me~!!

2010-04-13T19:17:00.002+08:00

Current Addiction:
PLEASE FORGIVE ME by BRYAN ADAMS

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'.

Ps: Please forgive me for not being there for u all these months. I shall be back soon!!!

Another day has passed

2010-04-12T19:51:00.005+08:00

Exams are coming near.. I feel as if time is running too fast. It was like yesterday when i first stepped foot on the desert-like Institut Sinaran. And now i'm already having my semester exams? Woah, i nid a pit stop!! The only thing that makes me want time to pass fast is i am going back to Sandakan! A few hundred kilometres closer to her..XD She's not having any holidays tho.. :( Infact, i can forsee that this trip will be a boring one.. Wesley is already in West Malaysia, Seck's in Singapore, Elliot's in Australia... My other classmates have either gone out studying or trapped in National Service.. I might visit my school but again, i'll be alone.

I just cant understand things.. When i first got to KK, i miss all my friends in Sandakan. But after so long in KK, i gradually start to get used to the emptiness. Besides, i got to know a bunch of crazy people in IS. When i mean crazy, i really mean crazy! It makes me feel as if i'm still with my old gang in high school. And its really a wonder how some of my friends here resemble my sandakan friends in looks and also in personality. And there's this guy called Joshua Wong.. My goodness, he looks exactly like richmond..zz I got both their pictures below to let u judge yourself.
The one on the left is dear ol richmond and the one on the right is Joshua.. Sama kan?

Enough of crapping around.. Gotta start studying!! I shall start with law. (ELS IS SO BORING!!!)

ChiauzZ~

One burden off, next one round the corner..

2010-04-11T17:42:00.005+08:00

I'm finally done with Malaysian studies.. Hav some complications from my printer but after some fingering here and there, it gave in and the ink came out smoothly..XD Anyway,s i decided to put the arsehole's name in the project because at least she did find something tho we didnt use it (it was crap).. With that out of mind, the next major event is SEMESTER EXAM!!!

Dude, i'm so worried. I'm okay with business. just do abit of last minute studies will do. Law, hmm, i was okay with law of tort but english legal system is just so darn boring. i'll manage tho.. next thing, ECONOMICS!!! Dang, i hav to start revising for econs.. i really know nothing.. and the essays are so complicated with all the stupid graphs to remember.. I NEED GROUP STUDY FOR ECONS!!!! (i'm planning to go tuition for it tho some assholes are tuitioning there as well)

I shall start revising tomorrow. Now let me just celebrate my joyfulness over the completion of my MS assignment with good ol' STARCRAFT II!!! I abandoned Warcraft...XD Its still from Blizzard so no, i'm not betraying Warcraft..

ChiauzZ~!!

A break from MS..

2010-04-10T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hah, I'm done with my group assignment. Left individual only. Well, i had nothing better to do so i tried photo editing.. I named it 'Dejavu'

Well, it isnt much of an edit but its STILL AN EDIT!!! XD I think i shall try going deeper into the art of editting photos.. I just have so many ideas on what to edit.. Only lack of skill.. Trini, u shall be my sifu~XD

Did i mention tat i didnt go for youth today? I just cant stand a person there thinking he's the boss of everyone.. maybe i'm being too sensitive but still, i dont like it. I have been tolerting so long and now i just feel like exploding!! Making fun of me in every game i play.. Messing around with my car.. I EDI SAID THATS THE ONLY TRANSPORT I HAVE TO GO SCHOOL!! IF U CRASH IT WHO'S SENDING ME TO SCHOOL? UR MOTHER KA? You are just so rude, unrespectful, rowdy, and brainless.. A pug! a thug! a red-neck! And u say i look like u.. In wat way? I'm so much slimmer, i'm so much handsomer ( not to ss but its the fact).. Telling everyone i'm ur brother.. If i was really ur bro, i shall slap u and drown u in the toilet.. Owh wait, u wont fit in the bath tub.. I shall need an ocean...

Enough said, siapa makan chili dia rasa pedas.. I shall go continue with my individual assignment. Finish by tonight, sstarting tomorrow focus on exams~!! gambateh~!!!

ChiauzZ~!!

I miss high school

2010-04-08T19:27:00.004+08:00

I suddenly miss all my high school mates.. I miss crapping around with Chang, West, Seck, Cheong, Elliot, LKH, CJK, Kesh, Shamin, Brian.. I miss gossiping with Lai En En, Liew Huey Yee, Chan Shin Yee, Chin Chiew Yee.. I miss molesting around with fui fui, ka ka, sophia, penny, yvonne and the gang.. I miss BULLYING VILTON!!! I miss talking about games and other stuffs with Nicholas, Ong, Roshan, Jonathan, i miss skipping class during CHEMIST, ACCOUNTS, BM, ADDMATHS and ENGLISH.. I miss the times where we gave Payau a hard time.. I miss making fun of Miss Teoh.. I miss the times we annoy Ganesan with our skipping habits.. I miss fooling with bernard.. I miss listening to Wahidi's bullcrap.. I miss slacking in Mr Tan's tuition.. I miss talking in Bernard's tuition.. I miss the times jason and i try to think of excuses to leave Mr Lee's tuition early.. I miss the GOLF CLUB TIMES!!! i miss working out with seck, elliot and west.. I miss the golfing times with Corrie, Kesh and West. I miss playing squash with u all... I miss swimming with u all.. I miss yum chaing with u all.. I miss thinking of where to go in sandakan with u all.. I miss you all lots!!!!! Though we are all scattered around the Earth, (roshan being the furthest in Ireland), we shall all meet again one day in the humble town we all first met.. Hope our friendship lasts~!!!!

IMU!!

2010-04-07T19:01:00.002+08:00

Ai Miz Yiu Vely Mach!! Ai kant wait tu gow bek tu sandakan en heng out wit yiu evely day!!

Introducing the new language called 'nothing better to do language'..

150th post

2010-04-07T08:54:00.002+08:00

I shall dedicate this 150th post to someone special:- Slash, former lead guitarist of Guns N Roses.

To all metal heads out there, i'm sure you all know who Slash is! He's a legend!! Slash or otherwise Saul Hudson was born on the 23th of July 1965. Lol, he's kinda old now but still, HE ROCKS!!! I just love the way he shreds and his riffs are just so so awesome! He's always using GIBSON LES PAUL which is one of my favourite electric guitars (tho i dont play them..XD) Well, Steve Vai, Joe Satriani and Kirk Hammett are still in my heart but then, Slash just steals my heart away~!! How i wish they could all get together and jam one day. It'll be awesome.. If only Cliff Burton is still alive.. He'll be the best basist for them.. AND IF THEY DO GET TO JAM TOGETHER, AXEL ROSE MUST BE THE VOCALIST!!! LOVE HIS VOICE!!!

Insomnia kicking in..

2010-04-07T01:44:00.001+08:00

I'm still awake... Shall force myself even harder to sleep..zzz

Lonely..

2010-04-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

I'm alone in my room with only my laptop as a companion.. oh yea, i made a decision to stop facebooking till after sem exam.. the thing is, i feel so far away now from my fellow sandakanians.. and seriously, removing facebook temporarily is like removing my social life.. Now i got no one to interact with at home.. I just dunno why everyone's on facebook now.. Skype, Twitter and Msn seems abandoned.. OI, ORANG-ORANG SEKAMPUNG SAYA, IF U READ THIS POST, FIND ME LAH IN MSN!! BORING LA NI..Zzzz

Its 12+... Crap i hav to force myself to sleep before 12am la.. gila man..zzz Luckily tomorrow lessons start at 10.15 =P Aaargh!! I'm just so bored now that i feel like chewing my Malaysian Studies assignment.. Thank God i got Starcraft2 from Bryan. It helped me ease my boringness but still, i need COMMUNICATIONS with other HOMO SAPIENS!!! I shall try to force myself to sleep now~

ChiauzzZ!

Current song in my head:

2010-04-06T20:49:00.001+08:00

Unchained Melody by Righteous Brothers

Whoa, my love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch, a long, lonely time,
And time goes by so slowly and time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
I need your love, I need your love, Godspeed your love to me.

Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea
To the open arms of the sea, yeah
Lonely rivers sigh, "Wait for me, wait for me"
"I'll be coming home, wait for me!"

Whoa, my love, my darling, I've hungered hungered for your touch, a long lonely time.
And time goes by so slowly, and time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
I need your love. I need your love.
Godspeed your love to me.

LOVE THIS SONG!!

Nose Menstruating Again..

2010-04-05T00:17:00.007+08:00

My nose is getting back into business.. shedding blood as if it is menstruating.. Dont believe? tengok la gambar-gambar ni..

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Horror movie^^.. So now u know why i cant donate blood? so now u know why i drink 100 plus as if its plain water? Haiz..

Wat a bloody post..XD

~chiauZZ~!!

April Fool!!

2010-04-01T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hey, ur fly is open!!! Haha, APRIL FOOL =P

Lol, i'm trying to be funny to make me happy.. I'm seriously mad at Miss Hannah.. She's giving us assignments with short datelines and when we put in our efforts and finished it on time, she didnt come to school.. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO PRESENT TODAY AND WE WERE AT JAMIE'S TILL ALOMOST 1AM TO COMPLETE THE VIDEO AND POWER POINT!!! All these sacrificies and what we get? A last minute notification saying that she's absent from school.. And it was US who found it out and not her teling us.. How irresponsible.. Seriously, i feel like punching her in the tummy, grab her hair, then drag her all the way to the carpark, tie her down on the car and run over her with my car..GRRR!!! Lol, tats too violent..XD

Then there's this 'sleeping-partner' in our group who did nothing to help.. Well, she cant be called a 'sleeping-partner' since a real sleeping partner at least contributes in terms of capital.. Anyway, Iif u're reading this, a big F to you lazy bum! You juz come intto our group suddenly and then do nothing.. At least earn your keep... Then the crapiest thing is she's in my group for MS assignment and she's just so so so ARRGHH!!!! We delegated the job and we were all aiming to type at least 5 page per person.. We all did at least 3 already and she stopped after typing 1 page of total crap.. The thing she'll do when we do our work is FACEBOOKING!!! Wth? cant facebook at home ka? tat many boyfriend ka? Yea Amy, i'm talking bout u.. I'm seriously pissed of with u and ur bloody attitude.. Remember how u call me a freak and ask me to eat shit and go die when i told to do ur work? Now this is my reply>> START COLLECTING SHIT SO TAT U CAN SPEND UR TIME EATING IT URSELF SINCE U'RE ALWAYS SO FREE DOING NONSENSE AND NOT HELPING! AND YEA, YOUR NAME IS SO NOT IN THE ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT.. NOT TAT I WANNA BE MEAN.. ITS JUST TAT I CANT FIND A REASON WHY U DESERVE TO BE IN.. EVEN ALEX WONG DID SOMETHING!! YOU JUST GO TO A CORNER AND URINATE OVER YOURSELF LA.. (this is also wat u said to me.. see how asshole u are? F u biatch).. I can continue on complaining but i think i have wasted enough time with idiots..

Ah, the gang's watching How to train Your Dragon.. I WANNA GO OH!!! Too bad my dad and bro coming over today. Nid to spend quality time with them^^ I have just started doing my individual MS assignment.. When i mean JUST started, i really mean it.. I'm still at the cover page...XD Gonna work on it now..

ChiauzZZ~!!

TANJUNG ARU~~~!!!

2010-03-28T21:06:00.014+08:00

Well, I watched the sunset in 3rd beach, Tanjung Aru.. (u all remember the hakka song from kk ka? got one part say go 3rd beach see moon.. NOW I KNOW WATS 3RD BEACH!!!) Well, i shall let the photos speak for themselves.. Sorry, quality bad coz i'm using my phone camera :)

Overall, it was fun!! The food was expensive tho.. Chinese teh ping RM1.00!! Moonlight Robbery!! (it was at night). Anyway, Belinda, Charlene, Valerie, Bernice, Berenica, Keith, Tey!!! Bila la we go round kk ni??

HAha, i hav to continue with my MS assignment!!

ChiauzZZ~!!

Down the Gutter..

2010-03-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

JEALOUS??? I'M MORE TO DISAPPOINTED....T.T

I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is the day i vow never to get involved with all these crap...

Coffee Bean

2010-03-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

Owh yea, so i was doing my English assignment in Coffee Bean, Damai with a bunch of crazy, i mean seriously crazy people!!! There's Keith singing gay korean songs, Jamie trying to do the project, Bernice camwhoring, Charlene stalking, Valerie trying to be normal, me doing abit of everything, AND BERENICA WHOS LAUGH CAN SCARE THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF U!!! Anyways, u guys rock!! Well, tho we didnt really did much but at least we had fun :)

Then after that, i sempat meet up with the RF seniors who was coincidently in Damai eating.. Sayang cant join them for movies.. :( Anyway, make sure we rock this saturday ah!!!

Wow, my caffeine level is going down.. kinda drowsy now.. Better get going~!!

ChiauzZ~

Questions...

2010-03-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

Should i tell you or not? What will your reaction be? Are u having the same feelings? If yes, will it last? If no will we still be friends? Answer me...

Hot Weather~!!

2010-03-24T08:14:00.002+08:00

Hah! Finally it rained (drizzled) abit last night. Kinda happy but still, I WANT A THUNDERSTORM!!!!! Lol, the weather's driving me crazy... The Sun is just so hot that my balls will get cooked if i lie facing it. Anyways, very busy week for me.. I can still find endless time for DoTA tho.. Am i addicted? NO!!! (well, abit lah^^) And so my lectures start at 10am today.. And i have an econs test later.. To DoTA or to study?? Hmm, I choose ECONS!!! Bah, i hate u but still, i wont waste my parents money.. Owh, wat a good boy.. Dad and mum, if u're reading this (i know u are stalking me), dont worry too much!! XD

Lol, i have a sudden urge for slurpee!! haha, i gotta go now,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

ChiauzZZ~!!!

Last minute shopping

2010-03-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

Accompanied Jason for the most last minute shopping i've ever got involved in.. jason had to attend some important function organized by JPA in QE Hospital. He thought it was only for a day until the very last minute..So, he needed some formal clothes ASAP.. Anyway, long story short, i went to get him and rushed straight to Parkson in wawasan plaza. We reached there around 8.50pm and jason was in a rush trying to look for suitable shirts.. Seriously, we should have gone to 1Borneo.. The choices in parkson wawasan was very limited and jason had a hard time choosing... At last, he managed to get 2shirts and 1 long pants. Anyway, he managed to persuade the salesgirl to help him sew the new pants he bought.. Tho she was reluctant at first.. Woah, it was really close.. We barely made it.. Haha, left wawasan around 9.57pm..

Then i accompanied him to Cyber X in Damai coz he needed to print some documents. The cyber cafe was PACKED and 90 percent of the people were playing DOTA!! Comeon la, get a life.. Addicted sampai begitu..zzz Jason managed to print his documents at a staggering price of RM1 pp.. RM1 PER PIECE!!! WAH, GOLDEN INK KA??? If it wasnt because of the limited choice, terpaksa la...

STaY FOCUSED!!

2010-03-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

I'm now trying very very hard to focus on my malaysian studies assignment!! Seriously, its nerve wrecking.. I still havent really completed my English assignment.. Lol, the more time i'm given, the longer it takes for me to finish it.. Anyway, Leadership camp juz ended.. Heard that they had lotsa fun and got to revive their spiritual life. Anyway, i skype-ed with the usual gang while they were in camp. Lol, i was shocked when they called. Haha, still have me in ur hearts la u all!
The gang:
1)jonathan fung a.k.a Doraemon
2)cheong a.k.a ahgung @ keeper of light
3)natasha yuen a.k.a SUMO/ELMO
4)Ariel a.k.a Nini
5)Trini a.k.a DOMO
6)Joshua Chai
7)Hung Pak
8)Rachel a.k.a Leng Kai
9)Brandon Hiew
10)Eyen a.k.a The Nanny
11)Mun Kheng
12)Other ppl i forget who.. too many ppl edi
13) LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, ELENA!!! SO CUTE LA SHE!!! XD

Anyway, played basketball and frisbee with some church youths in Lok Yuk.. Really awesome!! XD

Gotta go now,

ChiauZZ~~

HAPPINESS IN THE AIR~!!!

2010-03-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

Wow, so happy today! Why? Let me tell u why!

First, I found a rocker!!! BRYAN ALEXANDER TOO!!! XD And i tot everyone in IS was into Kpops..

Second, I GET TO PASS UP ENGLISH TOMORROW!!! (i still hate the teacher tho)

Third, I get to flip my hair so many times today!! (lol, this is so random)

Fourth, I officially mastered the skills and teechniques of Drow Ranger

Fifth, I think one of my friend is trying to woo Wondergirl. (wow, competition eh..XD)

Sixth, Lol, I'll end at 5... too jiwang edi...zzzzz AND LOOK AT THE DARN TIME!!! GOSH, AM I REALLY THAT BORED??

Lol,

Chiauz~!!

Top ten things I want to do before i die

2010-03-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Influenced by Belinda Ann Too...

number 1: Marry Wonder Girl and start a family

number 2: Own an island with awesome dive sites and move there with Wondergirl

number 3: GET MY DIVING LICENSE

number 4: Climb mount kinabalu (which indirectly means LOOSE MORE WEIGHT) with Wonder
girl

number 5: Get a firearms licence then equip self with a Dessert Eagle

number 6: Join METALLICA (this 1 memang impossible)

number 7: Get a private plane licence and go fly around with Wonder Girl

number 8: Bungee jump with wonder girl

number 9: Star-gazing with Wondergirl. (did tat but tat day got other ppl so nt counted..zz)

number 10: Last but not the least, make Wondergirl the happiest person on earth!!

tats all,

ChiauZZ~!!

Blood Donation Campaign

2010-03-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

There will be a blood donation in my school. Well, many people ask me whether i would donate blood or not.. My answer is NO! Why? Three reasons actually..
1) I HATE NEEDLES!!!
I dont mind needles.. but a needle poking up your veins, its horrible.. My first experience with needles poking into my veins was when i had to be put on a drip in the hospital due to severe food poisoning... And the feeling is so CRAPPY!!!

2) I HATE SEEING BLOOD!!!
I dont mind my own blood but other people's blood, i get sick.. Dont believe? Ask my bro.. His leg had a severe cut that day and i ran away (so much of a good bro eh?) Luckily elliot was there to help..

3) I AM A FREQUENT NOSE BLEEDER
I think i can go into Malaysian Books of Records for losing the most blood in a month.. I can beat all u menstruating females anytime.. Seriously, my nose bleeds almost everyday and sometimes multiple times a day... My best record was 5 times a day and my best time was non stop bleeding for 40+ minutes.. My dad almost wanted to sent me to the emergency ward..

So, I CAN NEVER DONATE BLOOD!!! U can call me a chicken but i dont care.. I wanna take care of my own interest first... Well, at least i agreed to be in H&E comittee. Tho i am never informed of anything.. HAiz, i feel completely ignored.. If u dont want me to be in ur team, juz come and tell me la.. Now, I dont even know whether i'm in or not.. When i ask what to do, u'll say u'll give me something later.. and that later never come.. SO AM I ACTUALLY IN THE COMITTEE?? If yes, gimme something to do and i'll give it my best.. If no, please tell so i can go to a corner and lick my wounds.. I feel like a fool now.. Why am i suddenly in this mess?

With tat bugging me, i still have lots of other things to worry about.. My english assignment is such a disaster.. Luckily i changed my tittle. Thanks Val!!! Love ya~!!! MUACKS~!!!!! Then i have to gather my MS group to finish up MS project.. Why am i the leader?? Then there's ANOTHER individual MS assignment.. Ah!!! Crap!! Oh ya, I'm CF's worship leader for next week.. How awesome a.k.a sumbang..zzz

Gotta go continue my English..

ChiauZZZ~!!

Irresponsible people

2010-03-16T23:35:00.003+08:00

I can barely breathe now.. some neighbours were open burning... Now my room is filled with smoke! Gosh, i dont wanna die or suffer from impotence!! Speaking of impotence, am i experiencing puberty AGAIN or is it just the hot weather? I'm having sore throat despite drinking all the bitter cooling tea (liong cha) my grandma boiled for me... Argh!! STRESSED OUT!!! I'm completely lost for English summary.. My story is about the torturing system in USA.. And i'm suppose to give my point of view on tat crap... Then there's Malaysian Studies.. Thank God i have a guitar to release my stress..zzz Kinda hungry.. Maggi time..XD

ChiauZZ~!!

Bo Pee!!

2010-03-16T17:26:00.002+08:00

Lol, I'm so so addicted to that song thanks to Charlene.. I'm gonna try out some stalking skills later.. AND MY UNCLE'S GUITAR IS BACK!!! WOOHOO!!! play till finger break....

Gossiping^^

2010-03-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

I am currently in the computer lab gossiping with bernice, tey and charlene.. Enjoying every bit of it..XD oh yea, Charlene is showing me her stalking skills!!

Camps!

2010-03-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so mad now!!! I cant join leadership camp which is in March, and Lost Camp 2 which is in July.. Aargh!!! Sudahlah like tat, pengawas camp oso i cant go visit...How come leh? I really miss kem pengawas.. The yells, the shouts, the halangan komando, the crazy 'WAKE UP WHEN I BLOW THE WHISTLE' routine... Last year's was my best camp ever!! I was one of the AJKs.. haha, ajk keselamatan.. U all felt safe ka? XD Too bad junglee trekking was cancelled coz too dangerous.. Well, at least i went with the scouts to 'buka jalan'.. :D HAha, all campers this year, take care, follow the 'do's and dont's' handed down generations after generations to avoid encountering unusual things..

In a nutshell

2010-03-15T07:05:00.002+08:00

Went to revo kk 2010>>>makan at waterfront>>>got back around 12am>>>watch lee chong wei vs tago live>>> slept at 1.30am>>>woke up at 5>>>hantar uncle to airport>>>got back>>play guitar till finger break(uncle's guitar is back!!!)>>>feel like sleeping>>>cannot sleep coz nid go school soon>>>THE END

Orange Mama's show your nana's!!!

2010-03-13T16:22:00.003+08:00

Oren, oren, oren oren, oren, oren~!!!

Woohoo~!!! Had an awesome time during tug of war at STTSS field.. My hands are swollen and my right feet is cramped but it was so cool!!! We got second place tho. I'm now tanned.. Even darker than when i play golf.. And i'm having minor sunburn on my neck and forehead.. Who cares? Janji rock~!! Kinda sleepy now.. Tidur 3am bangun 7.30am... and LOL, I GOT BOTH ROCKSTAR AND TERIBBLE TWO MOUSE!!! OH YEA~!!!!

Will be going to ah miao's friend's house for dinner soon..

Till then~

Bah, the feeling is back..

2010-03-13T02:40:00.002+08:00

I just cant seem to sleep now... Really missing dia lots.. When will be the next time we meet again? April... tats so so long to go.. Aargh... I NEED A GUITAR NOW!!! SERIOUSLY!!! I feel so lonely without one.. I feel not complete..haizzzz....

Its finished

2010-03-11T11:21:00.003+08:00

Wow, my result wasnt as BAD as i have expected.. I'm quite satisfied with it tho my EST got B.. WHY??? Gosh, i got A for BM.. Miracle...XD Anyway, with all that over, i'll have to focus on my A levels now (yes, more than 5 credits, can continue my A lvls..xP)

Gonna have badminton later with some friends of mine.. hehe, pro badminton sudah? masih belum ba.. I'll start training here with badminton stars like Alvin Wong and Belinda. When i get back Sandakan, i'll pawn all of you... Muahahahaha~

SPM!!!

2010-03-11T10:02:00.002+08:00

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Missing You All Along~

2010-03-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

I was standing outside the porch listening to love songs such as Words by Bee Gees, Love Story by Taylor Swift and Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls.. I really enjoyed looking at the dark sky spotted with some stars here and there.. And the night breeze was so refreshing.. It reminded me of how we spent that night together counting stars behind the hilux.. Really missed it.. and DANG, my fantasies and flashbacks ended.. I had to re enter the house thanks to mosquitoes.. Lots of them..

Anyway, I'm so so so happy today.. Few knows why..XD Lets keep this hushed. Our cheer was a complete disaster. It was soft and not in order.. confirm blue team win la.. with the funny sonic of theirs.. But i have high hopes that we wont get the last.. pink house sucked big time.. with all the cars and craps.. lol, who in his right sound mind will cheer lead with vehicles?? stupid..

Awh, i'm kinda hungry now.. gonna cook some maggi. So long~

ChiauZz

Back in the IT lab

2010-03-09T10:32:00.002+08:00

I'm having free now and i have no idea where everyone is.. Anyway, there's this red haired asshole named Adrian in my class whom i hate so much (I DONT CARE IF U'RE READING THIS. I HATE U AND THATS A FACT).. Well, this arse's so darn annoying that i wonder if i could sue him under private nuisance.. not too long ago. he really pissed me off... Here's what happened..

During law lecture
Mr Isaac: A guy is trying to sue when he got a fractured skull after being hit on the head by a
cricket ball who flew pass a 3m tall fence.
Adrian: Can cricket balls fly that high?
Me: All balls fly high.
Adrian: Cricket balls are soft. You have to play the game to know it.
Me: Owh sorry. i'm stupid.
Mr Isaac: (telling the class) Cricket balls are actually very hard that when it hits your head
you're finished. And if it hits your down there,....(paused)
Me: DEEP INSIDE MY HEART I WAS SCREAMING!!! A WISE MAN WHO PLAYS THE EFFIN
GAME JUST TOLD ME ITS SOFT!!!!

Dear Adrian, I sincerely hope u get to read this. If u have no knowledge of something, just follow one simple advice: STFU!!! And if u're unhappy with me after viewing this post, go ahead. I dont mind.
Haiz, Mood spoiler..

ChiauzzZZ

Uinah punya boring..zzz

2010-03-08T18:14:00.002+08:00

Gosh, how i wanted to play squash today.. but no partner... ANYONE OUT THERE PLAYING SQUASH ON WEEKDAYS??? Played squash yesterday with Kenneth, a youth leader in my current church and his friend (lupa sudah namanya..paiseh). Quite pro ba dia, kena pawned 99..XD Anyway, after playing yesterday, my ass wasnt that sore compared to the day i played badminton.. wow, after that badminton game, my ass and thighs felt like they were gonna break any moment..

Had cheer practice AGAIN today and seriously, its kinda funny and PERVERTED in a way..XD There's so many moanings, AHH~ and not to mention the last phrase which goes like this: Orange mamas show your nana's~!! Charlene laughed non stop at that and a classmate of mine put his pom poms up his boobs and gave them a shake which almost made my stomach burst... Well, we even get to cook...XD We're actually frying pork eh?? XD Boo pee boo pee a.k.a babi babi..LOL!!!

And yea, i have a big problem now... we've to wear the house t shirt for rehearsal tomorrow and guess wat, they gave me XL instead of XXL.. Do i look TAT slim? (blushing).. Well, they say no more size.. What la, i edi put down XXL...zzzz The crapiest part is, they ask me to juz wear.. Hello, I'M GONNA LOOK LIKE AN OVERSTUFFED RICE DUMPLING IN TAT CRAP!!!! Another option they gave me was wear a white shirt.. Tat suggestion sounds okay but DANG!!! I have only 1 white shirt with the words POLICE OFFICER on it...Malulah..zzz Well, maybe thats a sign from the good Lord telling me to quit..XD

Oh yea, i was so so so happy when i realised the person i hate is actually being hated by so many other people.. All these while, i tot it was me being too sensitive about people.. Manatau, its HIS problem... Lol, he'll be sneezing alot these few days ;)

SPM result's coming out soon... kinda spolt my mood.. plus, i havent caught rockstar yer.. wat a spoiler..zzz Anyway, i wont let all these crap spoil my mood!!! My dear Kwan Win Sin, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Muacks~~XD

I'll end with a quote i heard somewhere.. Your enemy's enemy will make a good friend. So, to make more friends, make more enemies..XD Btw, i still hate both of u, red hair guy and gold hair guy.. Both of u so ngam together la... :p

ChiauzzzZZ

Punya Bosan

2010-03-06T08:53:00.003+08:00

Well, i'll blog in Malay.. I wanna refresh all my kosa kata and stuff like tat...XD

Hari ini hari yang sungguh membosankan.. Sepatutnya saya harus pergi ke Stadium Likas untuk perlawanan badminton hari sukan sekolah saya. Malangnya, sifat semulajadi saya yang malas macam khinzir menyebabkan saya membuat keputusan berani untuk tinggal di rumah.

Sebentar lagi, saya akan pergi ke Damai untuk mula melaksanakan projek MS.. Tapi, sebelum itu, saya akan bermain pool di metro.. Bak kata pepatah sambil menyelam minum air.. :p Ah, saya rasa susah mahu meneruskan rencana ini dalam bahasa malaysia.. Habis berkarat Bahasa Malaysia saya.. Walau bagaimanapun, akan saya habiskan juga.. GEnggam bara api, biar sampai jadi arang!!!

Kelmarin saya bermain badminton dengan belinda, bryan dan berBAIK...KDK (ketawa dgn kuat a.k.a LOL) Saya main dengan teruk sekali.. malu betul...zzz lama tidak main semua berkarat sudah..

Hais, sekarang ni,saya amat rindu akan dia (eunice, this time its appropriate to use dia, k? :p).. Walaubagaimanapun, orang barat mempunyai satu perumpamaan yang berbunyi demikian: Absence makes the heart grow fonder.. yang bermaksud, ketidak hadiran menjadikan hati lebih WAT THE HECK IS FOND IN MALAY???!!! CRAP!!!

Ah, i cant continue... Whats wrong la? i kinda like forget that language already..zzz And yea, MouseHunt is giving me a headache... Wasted 5 super brie and hundreds of brie and over 200 hunts but i'm still unable to catch a Rockstar.. He's holding my last component for a nannybot!!!! zzzzzz

I'm so darn bored now and seriously, I NEED A GUITAR RIGHT NOW!!!!!

BAck in the spotlight? I have doubts...

2010-03-02T11:30:00.002+08:00

Well, IS is kinda not so boring to me anymore...XD Well, maybe its because the sanguine friendly crappy side of me is reactivated and i'm starting to have more friends.. I dont feel so moody or emo anymore..(tho i still feel sleepy sometimes..zzz)

Anyway, i'm now under Natasha in H&E comittee.. I still have doubts tho.. I really want to keep a low profile in IS as i dont wanna be too active in activities and affect my studies like wat happened in high school. However, the temptation in me to go and experience new things is so damn strong..
I do have some experience in all these during high school but that's different, i was dealing with so-called childish babies.. And the temptation to screw up the effing fake people around me is so so strong. And to do tat, i nid a position..

Ah, i'm so confused.. Tey asked me if i would like to join mooting after knowing i had past experience in mock trial. I really wanted to as the fun you get when u join all these competition is a guarantee. However, the other side of me is asking me to think carefully.. Seriously, i really dont wanna stay too active and experience all i had experienced in high school.. Really sick of it.. Being the one who does everything while other lazy bums get all the credits, being hated by teachers for skipping classes to do things that other people wont do... BAh, at least i have a gang with me..XD Geng pengawas 5D..:p

Now that was the past. BAck to the present, i really wanna lie low la.. but thn if i do tat, for sure i'll have not much friends.. Now thats a direct opposite of me being a sanguine... Haiz, to go for it or to stay low??? I'll let time make the decision.. Ps: Crystal, Tung, i know u guys face the same problem..XD

I guess i'll end here~~~

Tata

Bah Bah Bah Bah Bah

2010-03-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

Been chatting with Bryan and his words assured me that not everything's to bad in IS. Juz stick with the right gang. And yea, i think i know the right gang i should stick in where true friends are what they will be to me :)

Kinda sleepy now but i dont think i can sleep in peace..zz belinda's tumblr post juz reminded me tat i have a Malaysian Studies test tomorrow.. I mean today, considering the time.. This really suck.. I didnt study la.. with complete fustration, i created an Anti MS group in Fb.. Action speaks louder than words eh? XD Speaking of actions, i abandoned my plans to privatise my blog.. Eunice, Joanne, Stalk all u want..XD

Kinda hungry now and i miss Sdk's Yi Pau dim sum like crazy!!! JAson juz got back from Sdk and he tapaued lots of frozen pei tan gao... Envious? You bet I am!! Chinese New year's officially over.. Gosh, time flies.. Another few weeks and SPM results will be announced.. I dont really care as i can already forsee some B's C's and D's.. I even made some room for E's and F's just in case.. Ahh, really screwed my form 5 results.. thanks to my naiveness of unable to control my emotions making me becoming emotional and hating my studies.. :S Never gonna make that same mistake again. Not worth losing my future over girls.. A creature of selfishness and bitchiness..zzz well, not all..:) seriously, DIA is juz so sweet and nice..XD (eunice and joanne: again, i used dia... :p)

woah, its almost 1 now... gotta end this. Another round of Dota?? XD -wtf mode

So long,
ChiauzZZ~~

oops, exposed too much

Privacy?

2010-02-27T02:02:00.001+08:00

Will be creating a new private blog soon~~~

xoxoxoxoxo

What a boring day..zzz

2010-02-26T19:29:00.002+08:00

Oh crap, today was just so boring.....zzzz I spent my whole day at home in my bedroom rotting... Grandparents were out for some functions while uncle went to Keningau. Everyone seemed to have something to do.. Ah, i was online from 9 am till now.. imagine that!! facebook>mousehunt>dota>dota>dota>facebook>mousehunt>dota>BLOG... Seriously, Moushunt is a nice way to kill time.. the thing tat annoys me is, i always get white, grey and brown mice.. where are all the other mice?? zzz

Anyway, my friends did some visiting to teachers and they went back to school yesterday for cny celebration. yea, i missed it all..zzz And there'll be a leadership camp this coming March. Again, i'll miss it... Ah, this killing me..!!! Is this how inmates feel when they're stuck in jail missing everything back home? What have i ddone to desere all this?

Ah, its time to sound the horn again!! Off to MouseHunt.. Better luck this time? We'll see..

Tata

Kerinduan yang sukar dikasih lari...XD

2010-02-24T10:34:00.004+08:00

Minta maaf jikalau tersinggung dengan bahasa pasar saya.. Sudah lama tidak mengambil mata pelajaran Bahasa Malaysia sampai berkarat sudah kosa kata saya..XD

Lol, blogging in Malay? what was I thinking? XD Physically, i'm feeling much better. no more vomiting and diahorrea.. Mentally, ku masih rindu sama dia.. To stalkers out there (Eunice and Joanne), 'dia' can be either male or female.. keep guessing....XD.. Gosh, I REALLY NEED AN EFFING GUITAR!!!!! Life is just so dull without a guitar...zzz someone out there, send me a guitar for my birthday^^..

I gotta get going.. Need to study LAW and BUSINESS STUDIES... I dont wanna flunk them like what i did with ECONOMICS!!!..zzzzz

chiauzzZZ~

Dont Cry- Guns N Roses

2010-02-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember how I felt inside now honey
You got to make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

LOVE THIS SONG!!!! LYRICS, RIFFS, SOLO AND ALL!!!

Still Loving You~

2010-02-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Gosh i have vomitted 4 times.. feeling very weak now.. Really duno why... home sick? LOVE sick? XD Law test tomorrow how? Aiks, try study la..zzz...

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MISSING YOU!!!!

chiauzz~

BAck to square one

2010-02-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging again in the same old IT lab..zzz It just feel so boring today and the CNY bug is still in me...grrrr... Progressive test's this Wednesday and i heard they will mail the results to our parents.. What crap?!!! I'm used to telling my parents my results. But to have them telling me my results, it'll be such a torture...

Anyway, i'm waiting for econs... How boring can my life ever be? I keep reflecting on the things i did last week and seriously, i loved every bit of it^^ This fri's gonna be a public holiday and so is next Monday.. Half of me wants to go back to Sdk again..zzz Ah, missing my buddies so much.. Well, at least jason's back from Taiwan..XD Still got someone to crap around with..

Post's getting lame, writer's getting bored.. I think i better go take a walk....Life sucks...zzzz

Chiao~

Sunday: The End (for the time being)

2010-02-21T15:15:00.003+08:00

Hola there, I'm gonna leave Sdk for KK in another few more hours.. Seriously, i really wanna stay back in Sdk longer but i know its impossible.. I'll have to face it like a man..XD Anyway, i'm grateful that i have a bunch of friends who is always supporting me from behind whenever i am :) The feeling is just awesome knowing that they are still there for me eventhough i'll be away. Thanks guys!

Well, throughout my holiday this time, i didnt really get to reconnect with my old classmates due to transportation and time constraint. But rest assure, there's always dear old facebook!! However, i've been spending almost every single day with the following people: Victor kwok, Trini Kwok, Alvin Wong, Jonathan Fung and Natasha Yuen. I'll truly cherish the time we spent together and i have a strong feeling that i'll browse the crazy pics and videos we took throughout the week when i get bored and lonely^^.. Love you guys!!! Argh, its always hard to say goodbye.. I thought i could at least join them for kite flying but i just cant make it. Sorry guys, take lots of pics for me to see..XD

I'm done packing and i just wanna laze down on my bed and have a peaceful nap.. Wont be sleeping on it for another few months..T.T

Chiauzz~

Goodbye T.T

2010-02-20T11:07:00.003+08:00

After wishing Elliot off in the airport yesterday, i already faced the fact that everyone will eventually have to leave and continue their seperate ways.. There's no such things as friends forever..zzzz Even if u dont lose your friends over long distance studies, u'll eventually lose them thru marriage.. When i mean lose, i dont mean there's no more relationship.. We might still be friends but i doubt it will be the same..

Anyway, i cant believe its already saturday.. Gosh, how time flies.. Whoever said happy times passes faster is telling the truth.. This whole week, i had been experiencing endless fun which i had not experienced in KK.. Things are just not the same in KK (for me).. Besides, i feel close to her here in Sdk :) I've been seeing her everyday since i got back^^... Well, I personally thank some of the DOTAs for filling in most of my time here in Sdk with countless yum chas, visitations and things like that. Cant wait to join you guys for kite flying!!!

Gotta go now,
Chiuzz~

2010-02-18T23:09:00.009+08:00

Just got back after hanging out with Elliot, Seck and West in The Rock Cafe. I had a small bottle of Turbog and seriously, i'm feeling tipsy right now....zzz I'm just not built for alcohol..!!! Anyway, i finished mine WITHOUT any help ( i wanted them to help but teda org mau tolong..zzz).. We're actually 'celebrating' Elliot's departure from sandakan to tasmania. Big boy sudah eh? Just dont kasih lober urself..XD

Lol, here are some pics of elliot and i crapping around (WARNING: OBSCENE PICTURES ARE FOR 16 AND ABOVE)..

Sorry for the picture quality.. resized it to save uploading time plus, i'm drunk.. Who cares? XD

Anyways, gonna miss u lots and all the best!!

Chiao!~

Time flies

2010-02-18T09:45:00.004+08:00

Haiz, its already Thursday.. Will be leaving on Sunday back to the lonely KK life..zzz Anyway, i have been hanging out with Jonathan, Natasha and the rest of them almost on a daily basis until i neglected some of my old classmates.. sorry guys, no hard feelings :)

Anyway, these few days i had fun i had not experience for more than a month! These people are real crazy people and i played hide and seek AGAIN in Giant..=p Wow, since i got back here, i have been eating and yum cha-ing non stop..XD Jesselton>Dvenice>Jesselton>7 Heaven, ah, the list goes on..zzz Lol, people tend to ask me why go out for yum cha everyday and i just simply answer them, WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO IN SANDAKAN?? MAKAN SAJA LA!!!..XD

Well, i'm actually blogging now to fill my time while waiting to invade Pn Loh's house...why am i not studying? well, the answer's simple.. I DON WANNA REMIND MYSELF THAT I HAVE TO GET BACK TO KK!!!! Ahh, progressive test's so effing near...Really spoiling my mood..

Argh, post's getting lame.. a sign indicating that i should stop..XD

Oh well,

ChiauzzZ~

Life in Sandakan

2010-02-16T20:40:00.003+08:00

Well, here's a recap of what happened these few days back in Sandakan.

1st day of cny:
-Mum's friends came over for lunch.
-Teachers and young adults of SBC came over for visitation
-makan in grandma's place
-car windscreen got busted

2nd day of cny
-cousins, aunties and uncles came over for lunch.
-dinner at grandma's place

3rd day of cny
-breakfast with family
-visitation to church member's houses with DOTAs.
-visitation spree ended by something stupid and annoying
-YUMCHA WITH COUSINS!!! (something new and looking forward for more^^)
-dinner at mum's friend's house (deaf by firecracker and drunk after drinking a small bottle of san miguel....taufu...zzz)`
-Pastor John and family coming over to visit soon

coming up next

4th day:
SECK'S HOUSE!!!!

5th day:
PN LOH'S HOUSE

They're coming over real soon so i gotta end this now..

Chiauzz

I HATE PILAKS!!!!

2010-02-14T10:43:00.005+08:00

I was robbed off my CNY mood when a bloody pilak threw a rock on my Dmax while we're driving in the highway.. The rock cracked the window of my car and now there's this big spider web in front.. Dad went to make a police report but still, why did the pilak threw that rock in the first place? Brainless.. Just in case that person happens to read this post, i better post, i better continue in malay... or better, tagalog...

Oi Pilak!! Ko teda otak ka? Orang hari raya ko datang buat kacau... Syiok ka main gitu? Penakut, ndak ada tantalau.. mau cari pasal terus datang la.. buat apa mau diam diam sana lepas tu buang batu? otak udang betul..

Spider Web... My dad says nevermind, treat it as a new year decoration...zzz
Brainless idiot....habis la kau, 7 years of bad luck..XD

Haiz.. first day of cny spoilt like tat... Anyway, mum's friends are coming over really soon.. Have to settle down, smile abit, and RECIEVE ANGPAU!!!!XD

Chiauzzz~

Oh Yea~!!!!

2010-02-12T08:23:00.003+08:00

Socks? Checked!
Taifu? Checked!
Phone Chargers? Checked!
EARPHONES? CHECKED!!!
Laptop? Still using...XD

SOMEONE PINCH ME!!! AM I DREAMING??? I'M GOING BACK TO SANDAKAN TODAY!!! YEA~!!!! Just done packing my bags and my uncle's coming over to pick me around 12. Gonna reach Sandakan around 6pm...:DD Lol, its gonna be a busy schedule ahead of me.. But nevermind, the busier i am, the more places i go. And the more places i go, the more angpaus i get^^..XD

Oh yea, I wonder what's happening in school?? Lol, it wont make much difference..Unlike high school where it makes a huge difference if i dont go to school.. the teachers will have a better time teaching without me asking nonsense...XD Ah, i miss those times...

Sometimes, i really env my KK classmates... They do miss their high school like me.. But being in KK, they get to visit their old school anytime... Me? I have to wait for the holidays and during the holidays, school's closed.. So unfair :( Bah, life's never fair...

To my dear Johan who is leaving this Sunday, all the best and God be with you. Please dont loose your virginity there, buddy...;) and, hopefully the next time we meet, u'll get a girlfriend by then...XD

Gosh, i'm just so so so so so EXCITED!!!! why? Coz i'm experiencing power failures soon...XD I'm sure a blackout will welcome me when i get back.. Trust me..Anyway, I'ld like to congratulate myself for surviving more than month in kk admist crazy drivers and maze-like roads...zzzz

This post is getting lame and i better get going and make sure i dont leave anything behind...

Chiao~

Haiz...

2010-02-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

I'm still awake... I just cant sleep... I'm thinking back on some past bitter memories i have been trying to forget.. However, the long chat with corrie really brought all these bitterness back... I cannot hide it anymore.. There's no point.. Instead, i'll face it like a man..zzzz

Anyway, I am now on the right track and i just wish to carry on with my new life, my new close friend... Someone i can trust and lean upon.. Someone who i, in return, can help when in need.. I have finally found what i have been looking for and i really dont wish to spoil it with my old memories..

Haiz, I guess I'll have to try and catch a wink... No point staying emo just like that...zzz Besides, I'M GOING BACK LATER!!!!

Good Night~
Oops, Good Morning~

My 100th post!!!

2010-02-11T23:01:00.012+08:00

Well, I here by dedicate my 100th post to Corrie Ang.. Lucky u..XD Anyway, cnt wait for your 'song'..XD This might be a lame one coz i'm seriously tired and sleepy.. here it goes:

This 'cute' girl, Corrie

Better known as Ying Biatch..XD

She ALWAYS ACT SILLY!!! No matter in

DOG FORM

or in

HUMAN FORM!!!

Anyway, this biatch/girl is an avid golfer (used to be..XD)

Here is a snapshot of her getting ready to tee off...

Well, she was also pulling her bag without needing a caddie
(notice how the breed changes? i duno how she does that, she just wont tell..zzz

Last but not least, here's a picture of her scoring a TRIPLE BOGEY!!!..XD

Alar~ She must be very angry by now..:p I'm very sleepy now and Corrie, THE SONG!!!!

The End

My dear Sumo, its YOUR turn..XD

2010-02-11T19:14:00.015+08:00

Well, This post is about another Dota member i miss..(Jon, urs right after this, hers first coz she challenged my creativity..XD)

Anyway, I present to u, NATASHA YUEN WYN YAN!!!

Natasha has always been a cool and friendly girl.. however, one day, she went crazy.. The pictures below shows how she became crazy..XD

process starting

Getting worst

Almost transformed

Fully transformed

Since she's sot edi, she started dancing with a pillow

(HAHAHAHAHAH LMAOLOLROFL!!!!)

Anyway, She transformed into sumo and wanted to attack

MAI

who is actually,

CASON

The fight begin,

Obviously, CAson won!!

teruk kena pukul pillow..XD

and finally, Mai who won, made Sumo who lose, into a table for yum cha..=p

Poor Sumo~

Well, its not as funny as Victor's story but still, i was laughing hard...XD

The End

My Last day in IS...(b4 CNY)

2010-02-11T09:57:00.002+08:00

Hola, I'm just so excited!!! I'm going home tomorrow!!! >.<

Anyway, today has been so boring...zzz Went to Hameed for roti canai then played dota for half an hour in a CC nearby.. I have no idea wat was wrong with me.. After playing, i sped to the nearest 7/11 (inanam) just to get a slurpee...=.= what a waste of petrol...I just have this passion for Slurpee and the only way i can get slurpee in sandakan is in 7 Heaven.. And they jacked up the price to RM5 per regular cup..... So while i'm here, i'll grab AS MANY AS I CAN..XD

JAson's still away in Taiwan.. I kinda miss him... He's the only person i share things with in KK.. Ah Jason!! Got so much things to tell you!! So many things happened!! Nevermind, Chinese New Year is just a couple of days more...tahun ini, kasih banyak-banyak ANGPAU!!!!! And attention to all Pn Loh 2009 Form 5 tuition students, THERE WILL BE A PN LOH's HOUSE RANSACKING DAY ON THE 5TH DAY OF CNY!!! BE THERE BY 1PM!!! Lol, for the fun of it, bring your physics textbook along...XD

I'm having my break now but breaks are so meaningless without Jason to crap with.. The others are just too quite..zzz (no offence). guess wats after this, FREE!!! AGAIN!! How boring can my life be?? I am seriously tempted to skip English because it ends at 4.. I just cant wait to get home ASAP to pack my stuffs!!

hehe, I guess i'll end here...I'm just too excited!!

Chiauzzz~

Victor my dear friend..XD

2010-02-10T19:25:00.010+08:00

I suddenly miss victor like crazy..XD This achai, never cari me whn i come kk.. only sms me once asking when i'm going back Sandakn..zzz.. nevertheless, i'll still love ya...:p

Here's a story just for him... Aww, how sweet..

This is Victor Kwok Kar Chun

His gay-faggot looks made me like him..XD

Then we became friends

Eventually, things got heated up and we were together..

(HAHAHA I CANT TAHAN EDI!!! HAHAHAHAH)

As time passes, i felt that he has lost his interest in our relationship... I lost my faith in him and terefore hired a private investigator to check on him..

This is what i found out....

I was so angry, and i wanted a divorce! However, my love to him was too deep and finally, i forgave him....

HOWEVER,

HE DID IT AGAIN.......

AND AGAIN!!!!

We quarelled and finally divorced...T.T

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Love my story dude? CANT WAIT TO SEE U THIS COMING WEEKEND!!!

-THE END-

I gotta feeling~

2010-02-10T09:00:00.010+08:00

AHH MISS U GUYS~

I'm so so HYPER!!!! Its Wednesday!!!!! Two more days and i'll be in a place i call home!! I just saw someone i hate doing something stupid and i wanted to share with my dear buddy, Jason. But Dang!, he's leaving today for Taiwan. Take care~

Anyway, I just cant wait to meet up with friends from my church's youth! Here's some pics of them..

Taken in Eyen's toilet!The usual gang, DOTA~

Ahh, i miss those times... N i miss crapping with my classmates!!

MA BESTIES~

Taken In CP, KK

AJK PENGAWAS 08/09!!! BEST SC EVER!!!

In MArina Court. They were gang bang-ing me on my bday..XD

Ah, really miss the times where we were so crazy and doing all these crap.. looking forward for CNY!!!

Gotta end now as i have to rush to school.. 120m/ph?? Tengok la..XD

TAta

Wakakakakaka~.~

2010-02-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

Back in the IT lab.. I just handed my second, revised copy of business studies and guess wat, SHE SAID ITS GOOD ENOUGH!~!!! Woohoo!! Last minute, Jo..XD

Ah, seriously cant wait for friday to come.. Well, tey asked me to join him for a movie this fri, and i'ld love to.. But, NOTHING CAN BEAT THIS EAGERNESS OF ME TO GET BACK TO MY FRIENDS IN SDK!!!! Ahh, how i wish i can make time travel faster..zzz

wokay, back to business, today was like a free day for me(hari-hari pun free) I can actually go back at 1.20pm but I have CF meeting from 2.30pm to 3.30 pm.. Ish, bila baru aku boleh keluar shopping ni?? belum lagi aku beli baju baru..>.<

Bah, i just cant wait for CNY where my wallet's gonna be full with cash!! the only time where my wallet gets fat... Well friends, as i said, i WONT be gambling this year.. Malas edi.. kena buli saja..XD

I gotta go now, Crystal's waiting for me downstairs..

tata

One is better than two...

2010-02-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

I cant stop listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls.. Tat song brought back many sweet and bitter memories of the past.. However, i find their lyrics to fabricated.. Even the tittle sonds wrong.. Two is better than one? What crap.. The reality is, one is always better than two.. If u stay single, u wont get hurt by her.. U wont be listening to all the lies, u wont be spending ur money on pointless things, U CAN SAVE ON UR PHONE CREDIT, u can spend ur time doing something more meaningful..zzz Seriously, i have learnt things the hard way.. there's no such thing as true love.. there's ony lust where after it wears out, u get dumped..

then there's this suffering u have to bear as u continue ur journey alone.. This sadness and pain, others wont understand. Seeing ur sad face, they'll just come and say, Dont so emo la!, thn walk away leaving u behind like a fool... people will think that u're begging for sympathy, without really understand what's going on.. CRAP!!

Well, i have let this problem affected my SPM and i'm not letting it ruin my A levels!! Gosh, the only way i got through was with friends support.. My besties were supportive spending countless time, energy and phone credit plus saliva trying to get me going..>.< ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!! GUYS, COME OVER HERE!!! Ah, this is why i hate this place so much.. There's just no one to talk to.. No one to share problems with.. Only God.... and sometimes, talking through the phone or via skype, its not just enough.. I just cant feel their presence with me.. Its like i'm walking alone through a deserted place with nothing but my troubles and bitter memories to accompany me..zzzz

Well, at least there's no tears this time... I kept my word.. I wont shed a single tear for a girl ANYMORE!! Not worth it.. Wasting energy.. its not like they will care.. Its not like they will even notice...

LOL!!! I WAS BLOGGING HALFWAY AND ELLIOT AND SECK VIDEO CALLED!!! WOOLAA~ ITS LIKE U CAN SENSE ME WHEN I'M SAD!!! THANKS GUYS!! REALLY CHEERED ME UP!!!

Woohoo~!!! EMO TO HYPER!!! WAKAKAkAkAKAKAKA!!! U GUYS MADE MY DAY LA!! CANT WAIT TO GET BACK SDK!!!

Continue ur shisha la..XD See ya!!!

Chiao~

Bored sick..

2010-02-08T13:35:00.002+08:00

I regretted coming to school today.. what a waste of time..zzzz I have been free since 10, waiting for my last subject today, Econs..And its something i hate... So, I'm feeling kinda stupid for coming in the first place..

Ah, I hate this place.. Seriously, u have to be fake and act cool all the time just to gain popularity. Back in sdk, who gives an EF whether u're rich or not? Who gives an EF whether u can tell great jokes or not? Ah, i just cant seem to find right friends here.. I did made some 'hi, bye' friends but whats the point of having such friends if u know they wont be there for u if u need them? haiz...

Fixed campaign was on just now, and i was kinda annoyed by the way some ppl fight to gain popularity. Tell me frankly, do u guys really want to serve the school or u guys only wanna gain more friends and fame? And i just dont feel like voting because i know the votes will be bullshits.. The popular but dumb ones get the votes while the capable but not so famous ones get pushed aside.. Anyway, this is the reality that i cant change.. but, i'll do my part as a voter to vote for truly capable students..ALL THE BEST!!

I seriously cant wait to get back to Sandakan for CNY. Sandakan might suck big time, Sandakan might not have Starbucks, yoyo or even Mcdonalds, but at least in Sandakan, i have good and true friends where i can be MYSELF while hanging out with them.. No fake faces, No fake personality, No fake bullcraps around me..zzz

I'll end this emo/crappy/stupid/angry/bloody/annoying post before i get someone injured...zzz

Pow~

CNY mood

2010-02-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

Just got back after another CNY shopping session with grandparents. And highlight of the day: My grandma wanted to buy some tablets for her flu in GUARDIAN.. The shop keeper and I had a hard time explaining to her that GUARDIAN is not a PHARMACY....XD Finally she was satisfied with our explaination and we get to leave.. It was so so embarassing but its still kinda cool to bring her around shopping ~.~

Anyway, just gave my car a shower she long needed.. I decided to name my pilak car Cassandra a direct feminine link to Cason...XD Lol, i kinda get bored with DOMO edi.. I've been seeing it every single day.. In my car, in my room, my phone, my wallpaper...@.@ I found a new cartoon love, THE TASMANIAN DEVIL!!! He's so so cool and yea, he might look like a meanie but i call it pure muscle..

I was walking in giant just now and i saw a doll which looks almost like MISS TEOH!!! Really similar, the hair style and the body shape.. Dye the hair golden and add a pair of spectacles, Tada, The Lioness of Sung Siew..XD hope she's not reading this.. Kinda miss her voice tho..Ahh, I BELADI(better version of bloody)MISS SUNG SIEW!!! I dont really miss the school.. wat i actually miss are the things i do.. All the craps!! Gosh, we were so famous until all the teachers put us on the WANTED list.. yet, we're still so helpful serving the school at all times... Sampai gane pun ndak tahu mahu tolong ka indak..XD I tot i was the ONLY crazy one being unable to adapt, but some friends of mine are facing the same problem, which makes me feel better...:)

However, I really changed alot.. I'm changing from an extrovert into an introvert.. the old me would have volunteered for SC! Now, i'm just sitting down and going with the flow.. Another thing, when people start talking to me, i would just give them a lame smile... WTH IS WRONG WITH ME???!!! The biggest problem i have is i think i lost my self confidence.. BAck in highschool, i use to talk crap and spontaneous speeches in front of the classroom. Being a prefect comittee member, i'm also so used to shoting, scolding and directing people around.. but just that day during English presentation, i felt my hands shaking..=.= first time in my life i was tat nervous.. And i'm just performing in class.. lol, i was debating people in mock trial and yet my hands never shook (i remembered they were wet tho), but now??? Apa telah terjadi?? insanity.....

I miss my old self!! I miss the freedom i once had in highschool!! I miss my besties!! I miss being the class clown!! I miss 5D!! I miss all the assholeness!! i miss all the crap!! I miss, I miss, I miss!!!
HAiz, In 'I wanna break free' by Queens, there's this quote:- BUT LIFE STILL GOES ON~
They have a point there..Whether u like it or not, life still goes on..So, shut the EFF up and get ur butt going!!

Bah, I'm not gonna let this shit spoil my CNY mood! Gong Xi ah Gong Xi, Fa ya Fa Da Chai!!! Songs like this makes me wanna go home ASAP!! Oh yea, did i mention Michael Buble's 'TAke Me Go Home' is killing me?? AARGHhhhh!!!! Not to mention JJohn Denver's Contry road, take me home, to the place, i BELONG!!!...XD Emo betul...=S

Lol, post's getting lame and i always face the problem of finding a nice way to end my post.. i just hav too many things in my mind and i always wanna just type everything out!! Anyways, like Proffesor Cason once said,'To end a post quick, just give an excuse'.. I'll try..

Oops, phone's ringing! Its mum! Have to end this nw

tata...XD

What a happy day~

2010-02-05T15:44:00.001+08:00

Shool ended at 12.20 today..XD Thanks miss hannah for being absent! Love ya, muacks~..XD so hyper~~~~~~~

Anyway,just got back from inanam with grandparents.. Brought them out for some CNY shopping and the trip was kinda funny.. They keep telling directions to inanam (which i already know)and sometimes, both of them get different opinions on which direction to turn so they will start arguing..XD its kinda funny and i tried ending it by solemnly saying, 'lets try this road'..IT WORKS!!

Lol,school is getting less and less boring.. Though i still miss SS ALOT, i'm starting to adapt to college life and i'm so thankful i finally found a way to gain access to my dear old facebook.. How i did it? Its easy... To be honest, i cannot take all the credits myself because kwan taught me how.. And dont start praising him because he got to know how after viewing the browsing history of the computer (why did he browse the history in the first place? STALKER!!!!) Lol, and belinda mentioned a website namely hidemyass.com which i do not believe exists until DANG!! i tried it and it does! Congrats for being a computer geek..XD

Wanted to go for a game of badminton but the all th courts are being booked....which means, another evening of dota and facebook.. I kinda neglected my economics but seriously, i find econs super boring...@.@...SAVE ME!!! I'm going to watch Universal Soldier tomorrow with Daryl and the rest of them. Hope its really nice... The trailer was cool but, NEVER TRUST TRAILERS!!! I GOT CHEATED FOR LEGION!!! COOL TRAILER LAME MOVIE....

Ah, i really wish to go to Manukan.. Everyone told me its nice but one thing for sure, it can never deat lankayan! gosh, really miss lankayan.. Anyway,Siapa mahu pergi? Lebih 10 orang terus saya pergi plan!! Cepat kamu, jangan lepaskan peluang pergi ke pulau dengan lelaki comel ini (damn perassan)....XD

I'm endng my post now before i get to hyper..

ChiauZzzzzzzzz~

WLIIA

2010-02-04T14:01:00.002+08:00

WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY?? Its definitely the best show on Earth.. I just love the way collin, wayne and ryan tantalize the audience with their stupid. funny, sometimes vulgar, and most important of all, spontaneous!! Its just so crazy that i have been watching their shows over and over again....Gosh, i still laugh like crazy tho i already know what they're going to say next.. U might think i'm going crazy, but, yea, u're right, i AM going crazy...

Just suddenly I started listening to Taylor Swift <3 while all these while, i called her songs a chick flick.. And yea, i'm crazy about P.S: I Love You, another chick flick novel.. Pray hard i don start watching gay Twilight movies and also listen to stupid Jonas Brothers. :S

Went to asia city with jason and vilton. Met up with Alvin, his gal, two of his frens, fiona and Daniel for a game of paintball.. Seriously. they should rename it.. PAIN BALL!!! If kena point-blank, wah, perasaan sakit yang tidak dapat digambarkan... I had no idea who but tat guy shot me right in my thigh.. and having a big chubby pig-like thigh, the pain is UHHH!!!! Till now the mark's still there...

By the way, all the best for sports day, SS ppl!! People, be thankful there is sports day this year... I really cant believe LEE CHIN HOI canceled sports day last year. IT WAS MY FINAL YEAR!!! Thinking back, i'm just so unlucky..Not only i din experience my final sports day, I NEVER DISECTED A FROG!!! ITS IN THE SYLLABUS!!! !@$#ING UNFAIR!!!

Lol, no use whining now.. Its all over.. Ahh, cant wait for CNY, reunion at payau's house (with cny decorations a.k.a. spray paints)...XD

Ah, seriously bored now and my post is getting lame.. Anyway, my english presentation is in about 45 minutes.. I'll be talking about two issues. First, a gril who got pregnant after raped.. Second, a complete contrast.. A girl bidding her virginity in an auction..zzz Gila, stupid, brainless.. Orang mahu keep, kena rampas.. kamu ada, dikasih lelong.. Dunia apa ni?? Haizz...

Sometimes, there's just so many things happening in this world pissing me off... What to do? Blog it out? Jangan, nanti kena ISA... Mana perginya hak kebebasan bersuara? Dalam longkang...:D:D:D:D How i wish MSia has the freedom of speech like USA.. Man, look at Russel Peters.. He earns a living by insulting every race and government he can lay his hands on..@.@

Ah, tercakap banyak!! Nanti really kena saman.. (under tort or contract? suka hati kau la..) Better stop before they come..XD

Chiauzzz~

Online in school

2010-02-02T11:32:00.002+08:00

Yay, just found a new way to kill time in school... I've so many free lessons in school and to use them all on my studies don't sound like me.. I'M NO NERD!!! lol, anyway, really thankful the computer lab is open.. The computer lab is like a big giant cyber cafe with rows and rows of computers. currently blogging with Tey right beside and we share the same common frustration...WHY IS FACEBOOK AND YOUTUBE BLOCKED???? ZZZZZZ, macam tiada saja...
seriously, i'm such a facebook addict.. Really have to control...self-control....which i don have..XD

Anyway, life in kk is beginning to become a routine... bangun > makan > sekolah > facebook > belajar > tidur......and, I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! GIMME THE CLICK!!! AKU MAU FASTFORWARD MASA!!!!! hahahaha, going crazy.. I'm buying a new badminton and squash racquet soon and dear ol' Alvin is gonna tremble before me.. Muahahahahaha ;)

i think i will end my lame post now.. still wanna explore what other sites the school blocked..zzzz

Tee Hee

Of pirates, treasres and a bottle of rum

2010-01-31T20:52:00.004+08:00

Cant wait for Pirates Of The Carribean 4 to be released!!! Tho Elizabeth Swann and Captain Barbosa will be leaving the cast, but i'm still confident its gonna be as epic as the previous ones.. Well, coming back to reality,

I MUST;

1 STOP SLEEPING SO LATE!!!

- at least by 10.30pm

- wake up by 7 even if my lecture starts late...

2) TRY NOT TO SPEED

-several exceptions

-depends on when and where..XD

3) BEAT JOHAN IN DOTA!!!!

- this is a must

-Jo, sblm kau jalan, bagilah aku menang sikit..XD

4) PICK UP A SPORT

-since i left sandakan, never even went for a single sport

- balik ambil raket sama bola, habis Alvin saya kalahkan!!!

5) LEARN TO LOVE ECONS!!!!

- seriously bored during accounts

- I HATE CALCULATIONS!!!

6) LESS facebook

-this is hard but will try...

Well, the month of January is up! CNY, I' m so eager for you to come..XD I juz cant wait to go back to sandakan and meet my frens up!! OPEN HOUSE PLEASE CALL ME!!!

A recap of highschool life

2010-01-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

Being here in KK, the thing that bothers me the most is not that i'm away from familiar sights and sounds.. Its not being able to do wat i used to do. Well, i made quite a lot of friends in IS. I'm doing fine as i'm a sanguine and i juz love to mux around. However, the feeling's juz not the same... Back in SS, we're all like a gang, causing GOOD trouble here and there, skipping classes, bullying vilton, annoying payau, bullcrapping ganesan, and all the countless things i did in SS. I really missed it..

Browsing back thru my pictures, there's a pic of us having fun in mini teathre..XD (juz b4 the debate competition), there's a pic of me in the lab, which reminds me of how we used to squirt each other with distilled water until everything gets wet..and yea, the lab keys too...XD And remember how we tried to catch my phone stealer? with wesley out the window and all? Tat was awesome.. I can also remember the constant 'aroma' from the toilet beside wit different fruity flavours.. I miss how we use to go down junior and see the minors kiss and hug... I miss how we always curi makan in the canteen before the bell rings... I miss how we always spend our free time taking crap.. I miss how we used to wait in the dewan till the first bell rings.. I miss senior canteen's ayam goreng, i miss junior canteen auntie's big arse..XD i miss all the BOs.. I miss my classmates, my schoolmates, my teachers, (btw, hw big is Grace's stomach nw?)

Ah, looking back at pictures i took on the last day of school, DARN, I FORGOTTEN DEAR OL' MR PATRICK LIM who always say CASON~ in a distinctive manner.. lol, hw could i forgot him.. Anyway, atleast i took 1 with him whn we played golf.. (kesh, remember the moaning??XD) Lol, feel so hyper now... Lecture starts early tomorrow, so i guess i'll end here.

TATA

Kota Kinabalu

2010-01-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

I feel so far away, isolated from my family and friends.. Every night i juz feel a sense of loneliness overwhelming me, sweeping me away, slowly bringing me away from an activity call sleeping.. WAKE UP LA DEY, U'RE JUZ A FEW HUNDRED KM FROM HOME LA... Lol, cut the crap...
Anyway, i kinda start to blend into KK's hectic lifestyle full of jams, hons, crazy drivers, and also stupid roads... The roads in kk are narrow, and the road lines are sort of invisible. Driving at night is a really big challenge and i always tend to on my fog lamps while driving at night..

Made lots of friends in school..XD There's Eric, Eliza, Iris, Wong Win Sin, Alex, Yim, Brandon, Vishall, Isaac, Raj, Roy, Pres, Bryan, Adam, Andy, and many more..XD Well, I'm joining christian fellowship and hopefully, i'll be able to socialize and learn more through the activities.. I'm going to LBC currently and it's awesome. Made some frens there. ther's dear ol Murphy, Joshua, Victor, Raymond, Barnabas, Jared, Mok, Jasperin, Annie, Marlene, Samuel... Lol, cant even remember all their names...(sorry, gimme more time)

Ah, jessie's coming to kk tomorrow.. Gonna meet her up at Upperstar, Damai.. ALVIN WONG SPEND RITE??? XDXDXD

I'm gonna end this lame post now due to tiredness and fatigue, in another 25 mins, dear ol Tung will be 18.. Can do many things legally wor..XD

Going to sleep now,
CAson

Walk The Faith

2010-01-06T17:23:00.002+08:00

Its a marvel how God wonderfully do things.. When I first became class monitor on the first day, felt that He gave me the opportunity to communicate and make friends through this post. The next day, someone else became the class monitor. I was abit dissapointed and I was thinking, God? Are You playing tricks on me?? Today, on the way to school, i felt a sudden urge to listen to a chinese song, 'The greatest blessing'. Through that song, I was once again reminded that through valleys or on high, God will never leave us alone. He will be there with us walking side by side.

Once i reached school, i had two hours free.. I sat there alone for two whole hours.. I really did not know anyone and i was feeling seriously lonely. After that, I went for BS. Miss Barbara, my lecturer was very good. She made me feel at home. During tutorial, she asked us to go around and make friends and get to know them more deeply. Through that activity, i manage to chat and made friends with some clasmates. I really feel that the Lord has answered my prayer. I was no longer feeling moody or lonely. Throughout that lesson, we were all joking. It turns out that they're not as antisocial as i though they were.. THE ICE HAD BEEN BROKENED!!!... Well, believe it or not, the youngest person in my class is Natasha who's only 16!!!! She's doing homeschooling and i guess she might be a real genius. My salutations~

Elliot's coming over on friday and i plan to meet him up at 1borneo together with my fellow sung-siew clan members in IS...XD Harap jadilah...(fingers crossed) Anyway, KK drivers are seriuosly like animals.. No offence but its true.. When driving, all juz makan to your lane... And the speed they travel at....you wont wana know.. I was kinda 'influenced' by them.. I drive at an averge of 90-100km/h to school. Its seriously fast, yet cars still get to overtake me....EVEN BUSES!!! Kalau di sandakan, mana ada begitu? semua steady saja... Just hope i wont get involved with any serious road accient..[touchwood]... Lol, heard this term from my lecurer... Don really know why they say tat tho...

Anyway, dinner's gonna be served soon. Hav to stop here.

Chiauzzzzz

New kid of the block

2010-01-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

Everything was strange in IS.. New surroundings, new faces, new smells,new sounds, new sight...
I'm in CA1.. Commerce, Class A, Year 1... and guess what? I'm the CLASS MONITOR!! Lol, no kidding, it was so random.. The student counsel president, Sean Yap asked my class to stand up and I was the first one who stood. Then faster than you can shout CASON, i was chosen.. Kena tarik out to dance an innocent looking but quite perverted 'banana song'.. HEre goes the lyrics:

Peel banana, Peel Peel banana,
Slic banana, Slice slice banana,
Eat banana, Eat Eat banana,
Go banana, go go banana..
(smth lik tat lah)

I was wondering whether they could edit that song to the MILKSHAKE song for dear ol' Alvin...XD It was pretty boring in my class.. I feel so alienated as most of my classmates are from KK and Tawau so they have their ow clans. I'm like the freelancer.. But since now i'm the class monitor, i'll grab this opportunity to mix around.. The food here is so cheap....NOT!!!! One plate of rice, about RM5.. Apa macam hidup oh?? Terpaksa makan lumpur yang terdapat di sekeliling kawasan sekolah..

Gave a phone call to BERNICE coz i wanted to know what her school was.. Lol, i was just joking just now.. Was my acting skills good?? One thing cool about my school, there's a SMOKING AREA!!! WESLEY's gonna find it a haven for him...XD (jk bro, no hard feelings)

I've to start reading my books.. Very costly books... Anywayss, i'll try to blend in tomorrow..

CIAO~

A new chapter of life..

2010-01-04T06:41:00.002+08:00

Guess what? In another one and a half hour, i'll be in Institut Sinaran... To say i'm not nervous is a lie. But, i trust God that He will provide for me whatever I need.. I'll just have to have faith in Him. Anyway, i'll just try to be more sociable. Maybe i can get to now some hot girls there.. haha, joking. To ease my nervousness,

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Lol, i'll end here before they send me to Bukit Padang.

signing out,
KaSoN

The eagerness gone...

2010-01-02T09:08:00.005+08:00

Woohoo~ I'm in KK now!! But i'm seriously not mentally prepared for the game.. SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW!!! Seeing other friends still enjoying their holidays and only starting their sem in March really makes me envious.. WHY CANT I TAKE A LONGER BREAK??? WHY MUST I GO SO EARLY??? HAizz, good questions without good answers... Anyway, i've to face the reality that i've to leave sooner or later...which reminds me of a baby bird (ME) flying out of it's nest (sandakan) for the first time..

I've to start packing my studd for tomorrow..

Chaiuzz

Welcoming 2010 with a bang!!

2010-01-01T12:10:00.002+08:00

Woohoo, its 2010 edi!!! Celebrated the new year with youths from my church. We really enjoyed barbequeing and the fellowship together. Alvin, Vic, Shona, Andreas, Bernice and I stayed up the whole nite chatting and cracking jokes.. Personal favourite, GOM's milkshake and roti canai susu...XD Oh yea Alvin, thanks for reminding me of the 'raining honey term...XD really laughed like physcho.

haizz,, how i wish times like tat could be freezed.. Anyway, i'll be leaving for kk tomorrow to continue my journey in IS. (please don miss me..perasaan betul...) Alvin promised me a 'warm' welcome... Ah, gonna miss you all in Xzone.. Kinda miss my friends in high school too.. For those continuing their studies, all the best!! For those going for NS, TRY TO STAY ALIVE!!!! KEEP IN TOUCH DUDES~

Gosh, there's so much packing to be done and i'm still relaxing.. Mum and dad's been nagging alot but i'll juz bear with it la, wont be hearing their naggings soon!! Its really a big challenge to leave this kampung and masuk the bandar raya but luckily bernice, alvin, marshal and jonathan will be around. BErnice, jangan lupa janjimu untuk bawakku makan angin~

Well, i think i'll stop here for the time being. Oh ya, Jessie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Though i wont be around to taunt u, my disciples wil continue the dirty job plus, i'll still annoy u tru facebook ;)
LAst but not the least, i've a song for alvin: I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU, [CLAPS CLAPS]~

tata~

UPDATE!!!

2009-09-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Sorry for abandoning you for so long.. I know u're jealous that i'm paying more attention to Facebook.. but no offence, FB is much more fun than the boring you.. Anyway, i'm typing randomly to clear the dust that is getting thicker and thicker.. Aah, time is running fast.. One more month and i can wave a big goodbye to the stupid education system... i'll just aim and grab a coupke of A's and sayonara, i'll be leaving for good.. Happy?/ U bet i am. FAcebook's magnetic force is pulling me back there.. Bye blog.

Thats Why You Go(Away I Know)-Michael Learns To Rock

2009-08-08T08:20:00.001+08:00

Baby won't you tell me why,
there is sadness in your eyes,
I don't wanna say goodbye to you.

Love is one big illusion,
I should try to forget,
but there is something left in my head.

You're the one who set it up,
now you're the one to make it stop,
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now.

Now you want me to forget,
every little thing you said,
but there is something left in my head.

Chorus:I won't forget the way you're kissing,
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long,
But I'm not the man your heart is missing,
That's why you go, away, I know..

You were never satisfied,
no matter how I tried,
Now you wanna say goodbye to me.

Love is one big illusion,
I should try to forget,
but there is something left in my head

Chorus:I won't forget the way you're kissing,
The feeling's so strong were lastingh for so long,
but I'm not the man, your heart is missing,
Thats why you go, away, I know..

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere,
Don't know which way to go,
There ain't so much to say now between us,
There ain't so much for you,
There ain't so much for me anymore

AHH!!

2009-06-25T19:24:00.003+08:00

This song from Rod Stewart keeps ringing in my head!!!!

I would have given you all of my heart
But theres someone whos torn it apart
And shes taken just all that I had
But if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again

but I knowThe first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
And Im sure going to give you a try
And if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again

but I knowThe first cut is the deepes
tBaby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
But Im sure gonna give you a try
cause if you want Ill try to love again

Baby Ill try to love again
but I knowThe first cut is the deepes
tBaby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky shes cursed
When it come to loving me shes the worst

A View From The Driver's Sit

2009-06-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

Woo~ I can now drive alone!! Mum and Dad gave me the green light!! Its so cooool driving around Sandakan in my dad's Mini Hummer and my mum's Malay Styled Kembara..XD.. I only have one weakness.. EVERYTIME I STOP, I KEEP FORGETTING TO PUT MY CAR INTO FISRT GEAR!!! Haha.. Stupid mistake.. Yea, i'm driving a manual car unlike some friends of mine who doesnt have the guts..XD.. To dear Seck, I just feel so sorry for u.. The juniors are just overtaking u in everything.. BB rank, Car license, Studies,....hahaha..

I guess i'll stop here before The Potato kills me with his starch.. HAhAHAHAHAHAHaha

See ya'

The life of a blogger

GOOD BYE BLOGGER!!!

Me wan eat lollipop!

Dream on

DECEMBER!!!

Back to School

and so the bugger starts blogging again

*UPDATE*

FB addiction?

Birthdays!!

Update

PROGRESS TEST

Prom!!

I am FINE-D

Metallica - Nothing Else Matters (Live)

TT

L4D2 fever..

The return of the notorious blogger!

Long time no update~

Broke

BAck in KK

I'm Back!

What happened on the 17th of April

Happy Birthday to me!!

Quick updare

Please Forgive me~!!

Another day has passed

One burden off, next one round the corner..

A break from MS..

I miss high school

IMU!!

150th post

Insomnia kicking in..

Lonely..

Current song in my head:

Nose Menstruating Again..

April Fool!!

TANJUNG ARU~~~!!!

Down the Gutter..

Coffee Bean

Questions...

Hot Weather~!!

Last minute shopping

STaY FOCUSED!!

HAPPINESS IN THE AIR~!!!

Top ten things I want to do before i die

Blood Donation Campaign

Irresponsible people

Bo Pee!!

Gossiping^^

Camps!

In a nutshell

Orange Mama's show your nana's!!!

Bah, the feeling is back..

Its finished

SPM!!!

Missing You All Along~

Back in the IT lab

Uinah punya boring..zzz

Punya Bosan

BAck in the spotlight? I have doubts...

Bah Bah Bah Bah Bah

Privacy?

What a boring day..zzz

Kerinduan yang sukar dikasih lari...XD

Dont Cry- Guns N Roses

Still Loving You~

BAck to square one

Sunday: The End (for the time being)

Goodbye T.T

Time flies

Life in Sandakan

I HATE PILAKS!!!!

Oh Yea~!!!!

Haiz...

My 100th post!!!

My dear Sumo, its YOUR turn..XD

My Last day in IS...(b4 CNY)

Victor my dear friend..XD

I gotta feeling~

UPDATE